silence soul speaks

impian

2010-08-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

banyak benda aku nak dalam dunia ni dan tak lupa jugak syurga yang kekal abadi. aku nak study medic, be a doctor. aku nak bila parents aku sakit, aku yang akan selamatkan dorang. bila family aku cedera, aku yang kan jadi hero dorang. aku nak bahagia selamanya. dipelihara Allah. tapi aku banyak buat silap. tak sedar pon. ikot nafsu sangat. study sikit letih. berangan lebih. and satu silap aku yang sampai sekarang aku tak ubah. ya allah, aku harap kau ampunkan aku. and bagi miracle biar aku survive life kat matrik ni. terlalu berat tekanannye ya allah :( tapi aku tak kan mengalah. aku kan cuba belajar and capai impian demi masa depan and ibu bapa aku. amin

sayonara kelantan

2010-07-30T17:15:00.000+08:00

cuti dah habis. its the time for me to go back to kulim. SOBS lepas ni puasa kat sana lah. macam mana agaknya puasa without parents eh. tade sape nak tolong kejut nanti :( take care kucing kesayangan, take care my beloved parents!

tu diaa bekalan makanan from kelantan ;)

kmk's waiting :(

2010-07-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

im not waiting for college at all! waaaaaaaaaaaaa tak mo balik kolej kot. dah, confirm tak mo :( assignments pon ntah ke mana. adess. best ape duk rumah, rileks je, tidur terlebih cukup, melawat sedare, balik kampung jumpe atok nenek, tengok bumi kelantan ni, ONLINE ehehe and most important, makan sedap sedap! rasa nak makan tu, dapat. nak makan ni, dapat. tak macam kat kolej, kat kedah tade makanan tu hukhuk makanan ds? errr...'okay' kot haha tak sedap pon, tapi duk sane makan jek...lapar! hehe yela, study guna otak, gune energy taw nak fikir, so cepat lapar. so makanan ds la pembekal energy hehe *style kait* tp okayla, dah makin improve tahap kesedapan makanan tu. so, cik rosma ni pon semakin chubby duk sane haha kawan mak cakap gitu la. makin gemuk dan berseri. uiks, berseri? haha tang tu tak tahu la berseri kot mane. papepon, cuti dah nak habis. next balik time dah nak raye, 2 3 hari nak raye. baju raye? sobs. tak beli lagi kain :( nak baju rayeee. tade sape ke nak hadiahkan kain? tp actually nak pilih sendiri kain tu haha esok malam kena balik dah. kitorang dak kelantan naik bus kat masjid kubang kerian, 3 ke 4 buah bus. semua dak kelantan! yeay yeay jumpe membe balik! and sayangnye semua kat kelantan ni kena tinggal. ohh makanan. isk isk. sate tak makan lagi :( ehhhhhhh, tape tinggal makanan haha sayang tinggal mak ayah la. confirm sok sek sok sek esok nak naik bus ehehe i love u ma, abah pon ore saye jugok. doakn ore berjaya sokmo okay. jago diri ma abah. ore doa sokmo ma abah sihat wal afiat :)

mid sem holiday

2010-07-26T14:16:00.000+08:00

hoooooray! its great to be at home seriously. now saya tengah bercuti lah kan. tapi yang kuren syoknya cuti kejap je. just a week. OMG kan best cuti lama lama. couple of months ke?! hehe tu bukan cuti study dah, tapi cuti nak kawen ;p uiks, cepat je otak pikir nak kawen. still far man! isk isk isk. sila tekan butang DELETE!!! banyak benda tak settle. paling penting masuk u dulu and capai cita cita. jaga parents pon belom, mana boleh kawen. so paling utama study and parents. hope panjang umur dapat buat semua tu. ameen btw, currently im listening to pyramid by charice ft iyaz. dah lame tak download lagu kan. time study dulu dok dengar maher zain. tenang je jiwa. study pon masuk je rase. its good songs after all. tak rugi taw syok lagu maher zain tu. paling best for the rest of my life, insya allah and open your eyes ;) eh eh, assignments dah jatuh nombor berape ni. tak sentuh langsung so far muahahaha sangat malas laa budak ni biarpon lecturer dah pesan. dushhh >.< okay okay, after siap qada adamaya. insya allah misi membuat assignments bermula cuz misi qada tido pon done kan hehe bila tengok balik adamaya, how i wish my huby like adam! sweet and caring ;) angan angan jekk ni. tak boleh blah kot. jodoh pon tak tahu sape, kot kot orang dekat and mana taw dapat yang jauh. kita hanya merancang, allah maha mengetahui :) tapi saya ade satu azam, yang saya akan ingat bila balik kolej..azam tu akan terpahat dalam hati no matter what. insya allah saya akan laksanakan. da la, sekian. niat pon bukan nak update benda ni. just terasa nak menulis something. hahaha lots of things to tell actually but its okay. keep it as my little secret. tata people!

ps; happy gila dapat makan segala jenis makanan kelantan yang memang sure tak jumpe di kulim! arghh, dah habis sebesen seto aka manggis ;)

kmk's student

2010-06-11T14:02:00.000+08:00

da sebulan lebih kan. cepat je masa. time kuliah memang busy. banyakkk benda kena kejar. sometimes rasa dah tak terkejar. isk, pehal aku fikir negative gitu.

you can do it rosma!!!!!!!!!!!!

sepanjang kat sini, aku makan kuat hahahaha yela, makan free kan. ape lagi...even makanan tak best mana, tapi telan je, maybe sebab belajar kan, jadi cepat lapar pulak. gemokk? yes. amat amat chubby now hahaha tp yang lucunya, bila timbang berat kat mall, turun 2 kilo, jadi 37kg. bhahahhahaha pelikk kan..padahal muka aku pon da jadi belon bulat. maybe aku bahagia kott here :)

pengorbanan

2010-05-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

dah berhabuk gila blog ni kan. memang after this dah jarang nak update. kite bercerai talak 2 ye yang. sorry, tade mase layan awak! okay, ni a bit free, sebab cuti wesak, so dapatlah balik rumah. err, actually bukan free sangat! koya free je, assignments bertimbun timbun gamaknye. tak terbuat dah :(

aku nak story pasal pengorbanan! urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....pendek cite, time orientasi aku careless gila sampai patah spek aku. well, mate ke 2 dah tade. esok lusa nak start kuliah, so macam mane ni. menages jugak la kan. since kedai spek dalam kulim kat mane pon aku tak kenal lagi. aku call mak story, then tetibe mak cakap esok die datang. aku cakap toksah la kan. nyusah je. aku ingat mak gurau jela nak datang. tengok tengok pagi esok, kol 9 dah terpacak kat kolej ni. here, in kedah. ya allah, i wasssss...speechless. shocked la jugak. tak sangka kan. rupe rupenya kol 2 pagi mak, abah and cousin aku sorang gerak dari kb. 2 pagi!!!!!! ni semua sebab aku cakap boleh outing hingga kol 2 je. padahal sampai kol 7 petang. adess. ni semua salah aku tahu. my parents sampai kulim dalam kol 7 pagi. then kol9 datang la kolej, ambik aku pergi buat spek. kol1 dah gerak balik, sebab takut sampai malam ka kelantan. then baru petang tadi mak cerita actually time dorang henti makan otw nak datang that day, mak ter'jumpa' dengan 'orang'. well, bukan orang mana lah kan pagi pagi bute depan toilet. kepala botak and mak pergi tanya die kat mane toilet. tengok2 pastu lesap. then, almost kena rompak. nasib baik tetibe driver bus muncul kat area tu. uishhhhh! ya allah, thanks ya allah. kau pelihara kedua dua ibu bapaku. nasib baik benda bukan bukan tak ganggu dorang. aku takut sangat kalau jadi pape kat dorang. kalau jadi pape, confirm aku akan nyesal gila, sebab aku yang mengade mengadu. ma, yah tok seko ma mari sumguh, jauh dari kelantan, just nak bawak aku klua buat spek. my friends semua tak caye my parents datang jauh jauh. ore hargai sangat pengorbanan ma nge abah. bila ingat, rase nak nages je

bila duduk jauh dari rumah,

baru rase manisnye kasih sayang ibu bapa :)

ore saye ma :(

2010-05-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

M - O - T - H - E - R
"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,
Put them all together, they spell
"MOTHER,"
A word that means the world to me

HAMIDAH BINTI DAUD

ma, tonite male last kito make duo, gura duo, baloh duo, choket duo

male last ore tengok ma kat umah. ore saye sangat kat ma tahu

klu jaoh pahni pon, ore saye jugok. tak ke luponye ko ma

SOBSX. ore sayee sangat ma :'(

tok cayo ore nak g ngaji doh esok lusa

jaga diri ma. ore ngaji sumguh nati

biar kijo molek, gaji sedak

ley tanggung ma nanti tuo

Going to be 'warga kedah'. LOL

2010-05-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

LESS THAN 24 HOURS!

im going to leave my home, friends, beloved, and kelantanese ):

gonna miss you. take care everyone

Kolej Mara Kulim, sila lah sambut kedatanganku :)

I LOVE YOU

next destination; Kolej Mara Kulim

2010-05-02T19:27:00.002+08:00

Allah tidak pernah mencabut sesuatu dari anda kecuali Dia menggantikannya
dengan yang lebih baik. Tetapi, itu apabila anda bersabar dan tetap redha
dengan segala ketetapanNya. Maka dari itu, siapa saja yang ditimpa
musibah yang hebat, ia harus menghadapinya dengan kesabaran,
mata yang jernih dan pola fikitr yang panjang serta matang.

Dengan itu ia akan menyaksikan
kemanisan dan hikmah dari musibah itu

mungkin dah takdir and tade rezeki, rosma tak dapat upu. not at all, even apply diploma. tak sangka langsung. amat amat amat terkejut. maybe silapnya 2C+ tu kot, even got 7A's, ntah la. dulu frust tak dapat maktab, kalau ikot syarat, GCE 2A, insya allah la dapat, and cousin yang jadi cikgu pon sure that , but akhirnya tak dapat juga. dah nasib mungkin. bernasib malang. dah kena reject sooooooo many times, even dari dulu dulu time nak pergi boarding school lagi. macam tak caye je. still tak dapat time hakikat. tapi tak boleh 'berkabung' gitu. now kalut prepare barang barang. next week dah pergi kulim. nak sedih sedih pon tak guna kan.
bye bye tears. tak kan kuar dah. benci kau kuar okay. insya allah!

mom, im sooooo sorry. i failed to make you proud. ore mitok maaf. tok seko jadi gini. sebokk!! urghhhh..frustnye lahhh. beci beci beci :( im your onlychild, but still tak boleh banggakan ma. mesti sedih kan. anak ore lain dapat masuk universiti tapi ore dok. kalau ore tanyo pun, ma ley oyap matrik. just matrik maa. im soo sadd.. mitok maap sangat deh. tapo, matrik ni, ore janji ngaji sumguh. tok kisah ore yap 10x ke 20x susah dari spm. i will make both of you proud, especially you mom. i love you so much. susah payah ma jago ore. bia berbaloi.

sorry mom, for let you down, even ma yap tape, tade rezeki lagi tuu

KOLEJ MARA KULIM;

here i come!

new life. new spirit. new hope

upu's result

2010-04-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

https://online.mohe.gov.my/olf/web/form?OC=10&CC=09

LINK untuk check UPU's result

but now memag jem lah

semua nak check kan

so now memang nervous

malam ni akan tahu SAD or HAPPY ending

ya allah, ya tuhanku

tenangkanlah hatiku dengan pilihan kau

walaupun aku tak dapat asasi

ameen :)

tolong lah, saya benci okay

2010-04-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

I WONT DRIVE WITH BARE FEET ANYMORE!

macam mana lah orang boleh drive tanpa kasut or selipar ek?! tadi dari kampung nak balik rumah, ayah cakap drive lah kan. so, okay, bila nak jalan je, rase debaa sikit. then time nak gerak, terlepas clutch banyak, kete pon apa lagi. err..i call it 'jetak' sikit ko jalan and mapuh! :) ayah cakap, dah dah, bahaya ni. toksah bawak la gitu. wooooooooooooo sedihnya. ore tak sihat je, kaki pon licin je tadi, thats why gitu. plus tadi tak pakai kasot pon. im sssooooooooooo sad. urghh! baru je plan nak pergi beli barang dengan mak nanti. nok drive jugok..sedih molek sero. P memang ade dalam purse jela, usung P tu ke sana and ke mari dalam purse!

btw, akibat tabiat makan yang bercelaru, rosmahaslin telah disahkan mengidap GASTRIK! ambik kau. tak penah hayat dapat penyakit tu, now tetibe kena kan. malang malang. semalam dalam pukul 2 lebih 'diserang' sampai tak boleh tido. perot ni memulas je. macam kena pisau gamaknye. golek ke kanan dan ke kiri katil :(

pagi ni diserang morning sickness pulak! ouchhhhh..*gaya macam pergnant* BHAHAHAHA 3x ulang alik pergi toilet, meleleh air mata, sedih sedih. nokk sihat balik argh! sampai kat kampung, nenek urut dengan minyak panas. aduiiii....minyak tu memang amat amat panas ahh. sebabnye rosma pergi tuang banyak atas perot, sape suh! tak pasal pasal kibas dengan tudung periuk hehehe macam kena bakar rasenya kulit ni. corrode tak erk?! *nonsense ;p so;

jagalah kesihatan. jangan makan benda mengarut and berdiet !

sesi 'bermanje'

2010-04-29T23:57:00.001+08:00

now memang kena tido awal. golek golek atas katil selama mungkin, dah tak lama nak peluk bantal busyukk cium selimut masyamm and berlagak immature! huh! tak lama lagi akan face dunia baru dah. kena start study balik. no more goyang kaki kat rumah. no more have fun. well, actually memang dah cukup fun selama berbulan bulan okay. sedar sikit ;p bersedia rosma ye, result UPU pon dah nak tahu, which means, my last hope. takut cuak tak payah cakap la. dah dah dah. tak nak pikir. wuuuuuuuuuuuu hurmm...today lepak kat rumah je. makan segala jenis makanan la sampai kembong perot. adess,,,cannot sleep. plan tido awal, kol 10 lagi nak tido but mate tak dapat pejam. so pergi luar, ngadu kat mak hehehhehe time tu mak tengok forum perdana, so ore pon apa lagi, teros lentok atas riba mak. cakap perot sakit :( mak pon urut dengan minyak *hee okay, amat geli, bukan sakit but tak tahan geli hahahaha mak cakap, kite ni pompuan jangan minum minumas b'ais banyak sangat, nanti urat perot bengkak and keras. tak lawa laa. nati orang kate buncit. tak mau kan?! ;p okay, sungguh tokseyy gitu des. tapi minum sokmo jugok ahhahaha dah lame tak tido atas riba mak, rindu ehh nati. tok ley nok manjo dos la. kalu deme ko sakit, tadop ore nok carow ;'(

kisah cinta

2010-04-29T18:13:00.000+08:00

Lovestory yang sweet and semua orang nak :) ADAMAYA

tapi kite kena sedar, hakikat tak gitu. realiti bukan gitu laa. sape yang couple akan tahu and faham. how lucky maya, ade someone yang sayang dia, i mean adam. not the physco, dani. today a bit shocked, two of my schoolmates clash. tu yang tahu laa. i guess dorang suit each other, sweet je tengok. but in the end, jadi macam tu. people change (: same goes to their feeling, that is the conclusion of puppy love. hope mine tak jadi gitu. i dont care now puppy love ke ape, just harap kekal. but tak tahu bertahan sampai bila, maybe nanti bila masing masing dah belajar balik, our love will not be same anymore :)

pasir putih kelantan

2010-04-29T11:47:00.000+08:00

pasir putih tu kampung abah, actually kalau nak kire suka balik kampung mak lagi dari kampung abah huhu tak tahu kenape, maybe sebab rapat dengan fam belah mak kott. papehal pon, semua fam, so tak pilih kasih okay ;) okay, otw balik pasir putih, time tu dah senja lah, rase macam lawa je view, tenang je tengok, so apa lagi, teros snap pic thru car's window, yela, takkan nak bukak tingkap time maghrib kan. jomm tengok hasilnya (:

jalan jalan jolly

2010-04-28T18:20:00.002+08:00

arghhh. best kan kan duit banyak beli je pape yang nak tak kisah kena budget duit hitung dulu hati hati bila spend duit. semua masalah tu tade kalau duit banyak! $$$$$$$$$$ ;p hahahaha materialistik pompuan ni. tadela ade pro and con kan kaya ke tak. sometimes orang kaya tak bahagia pon and selalu sakit. kanser diabetes darah tinggi and banyak lagi. so ape gune duit macam gunung sekalipon kan. btw, tadi berderak kejap. pergi Book Fair kat Dewan Jubli Perak pastu pergi KBmall *well, mall kat kelantan yang tersohor tak lain tak bukan situ jela* :) window shopping jap.....but tak lama ah, berkenan baju. tape, tahan lagi nafsu tu, jalan jalan jalan lagi. then time nak balik cannot maaaaaaaa. kena beli jugak ni, actually berkenan 2, tapiiiiiiiii....duit tak cukup wooohhhhhhhhhhhh..beli 1 jela dulu untuk masa ni. kang kemponan hahahaha pasal baju kemponan, tak patut! okay, since bangun solat subuh pastu memang tak tido, balik tadi around 2 lebih lebih, so for sure lah kan penat. till tertido atas bas. syookkkk ;p now, dah segar bugar balik sebab dah top up tido 2 jam pulak kat rumah, and know what, sakit bahu dah semakin hilang HOORAYYYY *sebab kena mood dapat beli baju kot* ;p ohh ye, tadi beli 2 buku je kat book fair. but berguna amat, i loikee the book sooo much. photos akan diupload sebentar lagi

PS; ADAMAYA dah nak start . suke . suke . addicted =)

lengan tercabut . OPSSIE

2010-04-26T19:21:00.000+08:00

erk NO NO . gurau je okay . mintak dijauhkan . just nak cakap lengan memang sakit and kebas , sampai rasa betol betol nak tercabut . AIYAKSSS :(

today pepagi lagi dah menjejakkan kaki ke HUSM , well , bukan for kerja lah kan but bosan gilak ouh duduk rumah sengsorang , since kex dah habis and P sudah dapat , so dah tade keje . JOBLESS and penganggur terhormat sudah . so ikot jela mak pergi keje kan . bila sampai sane tu jalan jalan kejap kat bawah and pergi farmasi ambik stok ubat diabetes abah *ohh ye , rosma memang da hafal jalan kat usm tu :) * then pergi bayar bil air , bil elektrik kat post office , ade cawangan dalam usm jugak . pastu around 11 jalan keluar pergi mydin mall . actually malas gilaa la nak jalan time hujan kan . dah la lebat . non stop pulak . if drive senang , ni jalan with pink umbrella lagi . ouch ! hahahha selamba je jalan tengah jalan . dah tak kisah ade kete lalu ke hape . hello ! dorang dengan kete senang la , tak basah , so ape kate dorang yang bagi laluan kepada yang kecik kan . ni main speed je , habis lopak air kena orang . isk isk . TAK BERTAMADUN .TUHAN BAGI MATE TENGOK LAA . *okay, done ngepeks hehehe* pergi mydin pon sebab nak cari bahan actually . bosan gila duk umah so rase nak masak . dah buat list siap barang barang . duit bawak around 90 *mak bagi 50 je , 40 lagi duit sendiri...sayangnye nak beli barang dapo guna duit sendiri ;p * ohh this time siap ambik troli , saje nak ngadee kan , padahal barang tadelah penuh , just benda yang beli tu berat , tin saje dah 4 tin , coctail yang besar lagi , and bla bla bla . sakit tangan woo nak heret bakul die . pusing punye pusing , after 1 hour and 15 minutes , DONE . 50 jugak melayang :) ade 2 plastik besar and amat amat berat . trust me . i was.......OMG , macam mana nak bawak balik ni . hujan lebat wooo . and jalan kaki?! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa berat sangat des ! mahu tak mahu terpakse bimbit jugak . bukak payung , and redah je hujan . okay , time tu memang tak ley imagine muke. seronyeh and hudus gilaa . macam mak cik jual etoks hahahaha akibat tak tahan berat sangat bimbit 2 plastik tu kat tangan tangan *ermm, tangan kiri pegang payung :(* rosma pon stop kat nasi kak wok punye cawangan , lipat payung , letak dalam beg . hah , ambik kau , now sebelah tangan bimbit satu plastik . baru adil kan :) :) then redah je hujan tuh . dont care ahh basah pon . demam ke hape . letih suda . tangan merah pink . kebas . pastu singgah bank islam kejap , tolong ambik nombor kat mak , well now dah dapat gaji kan $$$$$$$ *bolee la nak mintak nanti hehe* then jalan balik usm. sampai je kat bilik, kesan membimbit barangan yang berat ; tangan terketar ketar and till now , bahu kanan lenguh . dah pusing pusing sikit but still macam gitu ;'( tulaaaaaa, mak ni . harap je ore dapat P , tapi still tak bagi drive waaaaaaaa im sssssssoooooooo sad

mimpi semalam

2010-04-25T10:51:00.000+08:00

akibat terlalu sedih tak dapat interview maktab, after nages nages tu, tertifo la kan. and aku ade mimpi! mimpiku menjadi kenyataan. aku mimpi syakirah hasan basri dapat interview maktab, and siap tempat interview sekali aku mimpi :) and bila check, memang betol. kenyaataan kirah dapat tuu. 'masin' mimpi aku. but tu yang orang lain punye la kan. yang aku sendiri tak dapat ;'(

Cikgu Rosma?

2010-04-25T03:24:00.003+08:00

Harap maaf. Nama anda tiada dalam senarai panggilan

temuduga KPLSPM Ambilan Jun 2010

rosmahaslin as teacher?? ANGAN ANGAN

well, nak rasa ape? for sure sedih gilaa. before nak check, dah tenangkan hati dengan selawat, but bila dapat mesej macam tu. okay. amat amat amat sedih, dah tak boleh control. nages jela sorang sorang. SOBSX. dah tade rezeki nak jadi teacher. interview pon tak layak. angan angan je lebih. sedihnya ya allah. kau berilah aku peluang dalam UPU, tu je satu satunya harapan aku now. hope aku dapat UIA. ameen

ps; belakang badan dah mula gatal gatal and merah. ni mesti sebab main pasir tadi :'(

24 April 2010

2010-04-25T03:10:00.001+08:00

Majlis Anugerah Sinar Wawasan

dirasmikan oleh Timbalan Ketua Pengarah Pelajaran (Sektor Operasi Pendidikan)

Yang Berbahagia Dato' Hajah Noor Rezan Bt Bapoo Hashim

penganugerahan kepada pelajar PMR, SPM and STPM :)

best dapat jumpa cikgu and schoolmates tersayang

dapat rasa jamuan cikgu buat *gulai best!

Congrats zainabians!

LOTS OF LOVE ♥

and and and today adalah Girlfriend's Day! OUCH * kinda lesbos bhahahaha habiskan masa dengan girl and woman je. if dekat school, borak dengan kengkawan and mak kawan. tanya anak dorang pergi study mana and bila pergi bbq yang kex at perdana resort, again..habiskan dengan zainabians. bergumbira main air dengan kot, kain duyung ku. aiyaks. dorang cakap, mak mak datin datang ;)

goodnite :)

2010-04-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

tidoooo rosma. esok nak pergi Anugerah Sinar Wawasan, eh eh kejap lagi kan, pukul 8 dah kena ade kat ZS. PERGI AMBIK GLUE je kalau tak ley tutup sangat. aiyaks :( ~~UNSTABLE EMOTION~~

tepung pelita

2010-04-24T01:26:00.002+08:00

hello jumaat! yea yea, ni dah masuk sabtu kan. tahu lah adess. every friday selalunya balik kampung. kalau tak balik pasir putih, balik rantau panjang lah. gilir gilir gitu. datok and nenek pon ade lagi kan, so kena la balik tengok dorang. lagipun kampung dalam kelantan jugak, bukan jauh pon. so, sesape perantau tu sila balik jengok parents or family ye. dorang mesti happy! I ♥ MY FAMILY :) but today, rosma tak rase lah nak gerak mana mana. stick kat rumah je. pagi bangun re check notes, books time SPM dulu. ya allah, punyelah banyak, but result? still teruk. awwwwww sorry mak :( dah siap masukkan semua dalam plastik and pergi buang. TATA MY DEAR. then tolong tengok mak buat kurung, rupenya today tak balik kampung sebab mak nak siapkan kurung. sebab rosma tak pandai jahit and mak tak bagi rosakkan baju, so tolong tengok jela hehehhe bosannnnnnnn..on tv, until parents ajak keluar pon tak mahu. rasa nak stick kat rumah selama mungkin! if tak dapat asasi, 10th may tu dah tido hostel Kolej Mara Kulim. arghhhhhhhhh! rindunya nak tido kat rumah. so jangan buang masa, rehat la puas puas ye rosma. dah tak lama, yess, cuak gila babe. takutt. today time dinner baru makan nasi, adess. lapar sungguh, kebulur di rumah sendiri. tulaa, siapa suruh tak makan ha?! perangai pelik, abah sound suruh makan pon tak makan >.< sedih nak tinggal mak abah la :( tade selera. cukup la dengan lunch satu tupperware milo ais tabur! amik kau, tak nak makan ye hehehe milo ais kaw punye. bersudu sudu letak milo and tabur lagi...pembaziran milo ahh lunch tadi, nasib baik minum sampai habis. hehehehehe then makan tepung pelita. auwww! dah lama tak makan kuih tradisional ini. sangat sedap. menjilat sudu ahh okay. sape tak makan, die yang 'DARAT'. kuih melayu tak makan, agungkan sangat westernfood tu. isk isk melayu mudah lupe. tak jadi mat salleh nye setakat makan MCD, KFC, PIZZA. harap maklum *opssie, jangan terasa. tak tuju kat awak* =)

dua sesi makan tepung pelita, siang and malam. total rosma makan 12 ;)

first five yang dimakan sebelah pagi as breakfast :)

part two makan, another seven, atter habis mr bean

TARAAA! habis semua tujuh. but bila masuk tiga akhir memang muakk =)

F E V E R E T song rite now; Try sleeping with a broken heart ♥

Adamaya

2010-04-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

kemaruk dengan cite ni. AIYAKS

tape tape. enjoy dulu ye

dah berapa hari nak pergi

nak online and tengok tv puas puas

lepas ni kena focus study

sedihnya nak tinggal kelantan

nak hirup udara sini *chewwah!

bajet gila pergi jauh

padahal dalam negara je ;p

ADAMAYA;

adam sooooooo sweet and gentleman

maya sungguh cantik and lucky

amani amat cute (:

sarah padan dengan shahrom

mika macam blur jekk >.<

kecian kat jazmin lahh. adesss

dani sakit mental and dayus wooo *takutt

Ingatan bersama;

Kecantikan yang abadi terletak pada keelokkan adab dan ketinggian ilmu seseorang, bukan terletak pada wajah dan pakaiannya (:

kurung yang ayu

2010-04-21T21:43:00.001+08:00

Ni kain yang akan dibuat kurung. kenape mengape? untuk pakai kat matriks. ouch malang malang. dah la koleksi kurung sikit, bape pasang je. time raya jela buat kurung an. now kena pakai kurung time kuliah. ades. nanti semua akan tengok la dalam sebulan tu rosma ulang bape kali baju yang sama hahahhaa its okay. tok seko jugak kan kena pergi matriks. pehal upu lambat sangat ni. huwaaaa :( ma, sila cepat cepat siapkan baju yah. SOBSX

nak jahit mak tak bagi, so tolong tengok jela :)
original muke yang sangat udus, i KNOW haha

ciikuuuuu caaaaaaakk! tompok putih itu adalah ubat jerawat ye

teruk la muke now. udus udus udus. cepat la hilang pimples oii :(

tak nak tinggal kelantan

2010-04-20T16:12:00.004+08:00

ohh. letih dengan keadan. dah tak nak kisah pape. malas malas malas. dah tak nak melayan perasaan. im happy dapat jumpa you tadi kat bank. tak sangka :)

lambatnya upu tahu. tak nak pergi kulim. tak nak tak nak and tak nak tinggal kelantan okay. waaaa parents sibuk prepare barang barang dah. baju pon sedang dijahit oleh mak, best kan! dapat pakai baju mak buat. and well, mesti lah dengan kasih sayang. i love you maa. muah muah muah rasa macam tak ready je nak pergi kulim dah kena face new environment there. ohh myy...tak boleh bayang macam mane cuak and takut :(

favourite story

2010-04-19T17:30:00.002+08:00

rosma gila tv now. hehehe pantang bukak tv mesti ade je story nak ditengok. dulu tak pon. and now suka sangat bergayut fon. maunya berjam jam. and and and bukan handphone but fon rumah, dah la call handphone. ouch! melambung tinggi bill nanti, i bet. then kena la pot pet kejap dengan mak, but time tu rosma dah ade idea nak elak. maaaaa, ore nak g ngaji dos. biarlah nok lepah rindu ko saim saim prabih hahaha bagus punye alasan ;)

hot story yang nak tengok now;

1. ADAM MAYA; iklan je penah tengok. selalu miss sebab tido petang isk isk :p

2. ASMARADANA; dah lama tak follow, sebab berebut tv dengan abah.arghhhh! =)

Adam ♥ Maya

lisa and hubby dalam story ni memang sama padan ;)

.Asmaradana.

gila handsome iqram and cantiknya tiz

bestie VS boyfie

2010-04-19T02:00:00.001+08:00

Be slow to fall into friendship; but when thou art in, continue firm and constant

CLEAR right? now tension gila laa. serius. not kidiing. tetibe ttm, teman tapi mesra, also known bestie nak putuskan our friendship. tak faham the main reason. buat ade kaitan lah kut dengan couple thingy ni. why bestie? tak penah pon lyn replace you with anyone okay. but sometimes tak semua benda lyn nak share. kadang kadang segan la jugak sebab kita different gender kan. lyn girl you boy. so, a bit complicated. bukannya tak nak story pape. or just ignore you. if time nak hangout memang ajak kan. kalau senyap tak mesej biasalah. you pon tak mesej jugak. but lyn try call you borak. but lately macam susah la, dah tak reti nak borak dengan you. sebab you pon secretive. tak kan la tunggu lyn tanya dulu baru nak cakap, tak salah pon you cakap dulu kan. hurmmmmmmm...dah la kita duduk dekat je. susah rasenya kalau nak gaduh gini. our friendship will remain okay. tak kisah la you nak putuskan pon. sedih la. dah lama kenal. dah lama kawan. ingatkan kekal. i miss you :)

rosmahaslin azurainei mustapa ♥ ahmad shahir osman ♥ raja nur saraya

Relationship. huh?

2010-04-18T07:49:00.001+08:00

How to survive a long-distance relationship

Defriend (or unfriend) him on Facebook. If your new guy is leaving for law school, are you planning to check Facebook to see which of his new classmates are friending him? Will you scrutinize what they look like and how many of them are of the opposite sex? Are you going to follow him on Twitter? Stop and think about this: Do you really want all that information? In this case, I say ignorance is bliss. Cut yourself off. Trust him and don’t look. You will start wondering and worrying every time he doesn’t call. And then when he does call, you’ll explode on him and he won’t be ready for it.

Skype, Skype, Skype. Or video chat. I was baffled recently when I met two long-distance couples who do not video chat. They were all young, high-tech people. They acted hesitant about it. But it’s not like you’re talking to strangers on Chat Roulette. You’re talking to your boyfriend! Video chatting is a great invention, so take advantage. You need to connect and make eye contact and read body language. And you don’t even have to be that long distance. I used to Skype a guy in the West Village. It was easier than taking the F train.

Use a Google calendar. I had a long-distance boyfriend who would forget what he was doing the next second, let alone the next weekend. So when I wanted to RSVP us for a birthday party in NYC, it would have been helpful if he had written in the calendar, “Business School Ski Trip, Vermont.” Set up some sort of automated, shared calendar if you can.

Surprise him. Send him a care package or a card, but don’t go overboard, especially if he’s not making similar gestures. Sure, he’s busy studying and you’re bored at your temp job and you want to do nice things and be supportive. But you don’t want to make him your whole focus. This happens so easily. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Really fond. Too fond. Pretty soon you could be living for the weekends, or spring break, or whenever you’ll get to see him next. Also: don’t make a sex tape or anything like what Khloe Kardashian did for husband Lamar while he was on the road. You never know where those things might end up.

Splurge every once in a while. The traveling may become a burden. You cannot take the bus every weekend and arrive in a terrible mood each time you see him. Save up to take a train or fly every once in a while. You don’t want to resent your boyfriend because of the bus and all of the crazies on board. Likewise, if driving your car is taxing, take a train once in a while.

Schedule a State of the Union talk. If your boyfriend is moving for a job or an open-ended assignment, you have no sense of when the long-distance thing will end. And the idea of riding the bus to Boston every other weekend until eternity will upset you more than you realize. You need a potential end date. Take for example Calculus class—you hate it, but you know exactly when it will end (one semester), and that gives you hope. You know there is freedom ahead. When the Prez gives his State of the Union address, he discusses our country’s condition, agenda, and priorities. Consider having a similar talk. Maybe you agree that in six months, you will pow-wow about where you two are and where you’re headed. If he doesn’t know and he’s not willing to talk about it, that’s another thing to think about.

malu malu malu

2010-04-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

currently listening to; hati yang kau sakiti by rossa :)

lupakan lagu tu. sedih gilaa. bout tajuk tuu. ohhhhhhhhhhsss bencinya! pehal rosma ni? dah banyak kali jalan masuk lubang hahahha then tersepak apa ntah, ter'belok' kaki. ya allah. kelmarin, time jalan jalan, aku termasuk dalam lubang. bukan setakat belok kaki but siap terduduk jatuh. huwaaaaaaaaa tebal muke 10 inci. kaloh doh la HEELS. adess cepat cepat bangun and then gelak. efektif dop? padahal ore tengok hahaha and latest, tadi, depan Saleem Aziz. elok elok je jalan keluar and then diri depan kedai tu, and boleh pulak ter'belok' kaki. and serentak lah bunyi keluar dari mulut ehh mak mak mak...MALUNYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sayoo malu malu malu. ore dale S.A tengok, pah ore dale keto depe pon tengok. mak pon gelak hukhukhuk cepat cepat cover peluk tangan mak hahahha ya allah. mate tu lain kali tengok ye bila jalan!

Kolej Mara Kulim

2010-04-17T23:13:00.001+08:00

Hebat tak? hahahha tak pon. lain lah dapat KOLEJ MARA BANTING ;) best nyaaa. tula, dulu time spm main lagi cik rosma ye. now da melepas peluang nak study tempat best gitu. haishhh. bo nyesal. tadop guno des :/ okay, nak pergi ke tak matrik ni? macam tak nak jela. nak upu jugak. asasi uia tolong la tuhanku. bagilah aku 2nd chance nak belajar rajin rajin. dah tak nak main. tak kisah la tak fly, nak uia je uia je uia je SOBSX but now since upu belom tahu and matrik dah tahu, parents sibuk je suruh pergi matriks, aka Kulim. tadi keluar pergi Saleem Aziz beli kain for baju kurung and beli tudung. whatttt? arghhhhh..nok uia maa. ore tok sey la Kulim hehehe tapelah, buat baju awal awal pon okay kan. nanti nak guna jugak. mak macam excited je aku nak pergi :( huwaaaa. ye la tu. tengoklah nanti bila nak balik time pergi hantar, confirm nye nages nages. mak anak same je hehehe banyak nye lagi barang tak prepare hahaha padahal aku tunggu upu and maktab actually. btw, bout Kolej Mara Kulim ni not bad rasenya. dah call senior tanya. and kak yana said, banyak kelebihan ahh..1st, makey free! 2, lima kali sehari makan. hehehe rosma boleh jadi gemok ;p 3, dapat elaun rm100. $$$$ ye ke ni? hope betol laa hihihi 4, dalam satu bilik ade 2 orang je. ala ala kolej laa..but toilet still kat luar bilik. alamak. takut lah nak pergi malam malam kan. if room mate tuh susah nak bangun nanti macam mane ye? and yang penting NGOSEKK dop?! huwaaaa. seram weh. sooooo, okay la what? and Kulim pon maju lah jugak. al hafiz cakap ade pawagam. hello? hahaha tahula KB tade pawagam ye ;p

Tapi kan aku tak risau pasal tu, yang paling risau kos yang dapat nanti. Sains Hayat ke Sains Fizikal. aku memang alah dengan Fizik and Addmath. Bio minat laa. so hopefuly dapat yang Sains Hayat. If dapat Fizikal, aku pengsan dulu kot. Hahahha allah, senangkanlah perjalanan hidupku sebagai student. Ameen

NAUSEA , i hate u :(

2010-04-17T10:03:00.000+08:00

sedihnye semalam. ohh i mean this morning

bout pukul 2 pagi gitu

muntah 4 kali :'(

dah tade energy rasenya

lembik je

da la aku makan time breakfast je

lunch tak makan sebab ngaju tak boleh pergi interview

petang pon tak makan

malam tu bila keluar, ape lagi

nampak je makanan terus beli, even kat tepi jalan

time makan tu bau pelik dah

but redah jela. kebuluran dah ni

rupe rupenya tak bersih

kotor. euww. wekk

basi ke?!!

die masak balik yang semalam ke?

mesti sebab makanan tu da

CONFIRM

selama ni aku kurang makan pon

tadelah jadi muntah gitu

teruknya semalam

benci benci

tetibe je rase

macam kilat gitu

muntah kat ruang tamu 2x

lari cepat cepat masuk toilet

sambung, 2x balik

ya allah :/

menangis macam budak kecik

tak tahan dah, terus jerit panggil mak

after rasa dah tahan, makan ubat ape ntah

then masuk bilik

try nak tido but tak lena

rase nak muntah lagi

ambik minyak angin sapu bawah hidung

auww. leganya

lama lama pon tido la

dah tade seksa

but serius badan lembik sangat

hope semua benda mengarut keluar dari badan

jangan lah kena lagi nausea ni

i need someone time tu

but dia 'tade'

i need my epu too but epu pon tade :(

sometimes, you must be strong lynne

tak payah la nak harapkan orang lain nak care pasal you

sebab dia tak kisah pon. remember that :)

its okay. dah tak nak ingat

so, next time jangan gedik beli makanan tepi jalan

kang kena gini, naye kan

MAKAN MAKANAN SIHAT UNTUK KESIHATAN DIRI

hari kejutan sedunia

2010-04-17T01:17:00.002+08:00

Behind every successful man is a surprised woman

okay, ape kaitan tetibe quote di atas? tade makne ye. sesaje. betol ape :) today, rosmahaslin memang terkejut sangat. DIKEJUTKAN. mengejutkan. 16 April 2010. date lynne akan ingat. hari di mana penuh kejutan. ya allah. hari hari gini memang tak lama, terus masuk USM. dekat dah dengan rumah, senang jela kan. free ape 'berehat' ;p okay, back to the topic. KEJUTAN? siapa tak suka kan. but depends lah. sweet ke pahit? bad ke good? if BAD, no need. go away *syuuuuuuuuuuuuuhh*

pagi buto lagi lynne online sebab nak check result matriks. but somehow jenk pulak homepage. so kita try alternatif lain la kan. and nasib baik simpan mesej someone (okay tak tahu la siapa. tak save no) forward macam mana nak check thru msg. nak tahu?? :)

MOE MAT No IC, send to 15888

and then kena wait lah kan....dup dap dup dap *debaa la jugok nok tahu mano key* and lepas beberapa minutes;

ANDA BERJAYA

Program Matrikulasi 1 Tahun; Sains

Tempat; Kolej Mara Kulim

erk. kekok je rasa. still tak caye lynne nak start sambung belajar balik. yang lynne ni dah besar! dah nak masuk alam U. okay, im happy! makkkkkkkkkkkkk.....yah dapat Kulim. ala...nak Penang. tapi okay jela Kulim pon. mengade sungguh, maju apa Kulim tu ye :)

after that, offer letter sampai. from kolej swasta mane dah. lupe isk isk. and PPUM. ohh my, permohonan lynne dulu diluluskan. time apply tu memang gopoh gapah. bayangkan lah. tak sampai 4 jam nak tutup. dah la kena buat essay lagi before isi details kejam sungguh. PPUM nak 50 words je tapi lynne tersyok sangat buat sampai 356 words! jeng jeng jeng..thanks to ikhlas hashim, senior kat mesir yang banyak sumbang idea di saat otak jenk gila sebab nervous. ketaa tangan hahahaha at last, berjaya dihantar 4 MINUTES before tutup. fuhhhhhhhhhhhh! peluh peluh busyuk sangat. malam malam peluh sebabnya nervous tak sempat hantar. alhamdulillah. now aku dapat interview. happy la weyy. susah payah apply an. but tetibe mak cakap, tak payah pergi. and i? whatttt? makkk...sapa hati. sedih ore. family yang lain pon tak bagi, uncle tersayang pon. SOBSXXXX sapa hati semua buat gini. susah payah ore mitop. baik tak payah mitop awal awal lagi kan. memang ngaju laa. tarik muncung 10 ekar rasenya, kalah angsa, kalah itik hahaha sooodiiih nye. ore nak rase macam mane pergi interview je :( but mak cakap, tak payah la bazir duit nak pergi hospital UM. kan banyak lagi nak pakai. baiklah. bila fikir balik, memang betol kan. mengade aku nih. okay, fine. *mengalah* just lupakan aku dapat interview PPUM. enof said :)

Jom balik kampung. ooooo balik kampung hati girang =) sebabnya kali ni, lynne drive ye. ahem drive kat highway best siot. hahaha even macam kura kura, ape bawak 60 je laju. semua potong an. betap sumguh hahaha its okay. gila ape bawak laju. kang accident tak nak. nak rasa lagi nikmat Allah bagi :) btw. cite drive ni tak best mana laa. but lucu jugak hehehe time bawak 40 tu, tetibe abah cakap tukar gear 5. and i was....hhhhaaaaaaaa? BLUR gitu. and lynne cakap, gano gear 5 abah? ore tok reti. tak blaja dulu. sapa 4 jah. BAHHAHA ya allah. free free kena marah. apdey muko, buat lagi lawak bodoh gitu. abah pon cakap mano bulih gitu. punoh keto huwaaa >.< okay, abah memang la tak harap kat doter dia yang kecik molek ni. ape? size tak kira ye. asal sampai je. and lynne sampai ye nak pijak hahahaha abah duk tepi. mak kat belakang, buat kepale macam zirafah. tahu tak? ley bayang tak? sebabnye mak duk panjangkan tengkuk tengok kete belakang, tepi. kut kut ade yang nak potong, lebih kurang untuk safety sepanjang lynne bawa. lynne ni nak gelak pon ade. but tak sampai hati. senyum je hehe senyum bahagia sebab at last, dapat gak abah rest kat tepi and lynne leh bawa mak abah balik kampung. i love u

aku bergossip. ya allah. tambah dosa betul. tok sekoo. keciknya dunia. cerita tentang BUDAK KELANTAN ;) but kali ni bukan dengan girl, but gossip dengan guy. how come?! sila jawab sila jawab rakan gossipku BHAHAHA

LOYA LOYA LOYA, uweeeeeeekks. okay je online tetibe mual mual. rush pergi toilet muntah. but keluar sikit je. now rase mual lagi. perut tak best je. kepale pusing pelik. cari panadol tak jumpe. nak gerak mak nyusah pulak. cepat cepat buat sunquick. without gula. just tambah air and sunquick. MASHAM! bila minum rase hilang mual tu. ya allah, ape ade dlaam perut aku ni. aku rase sebab beli makanan tepi jalan tadi. mesti tak bersih. kuman bacteria ape dah aku telan. beci wehh. dah lama tak keracunan makanan. sebab jarang makan luar. so aku tahu ni mesti sebab makanan tadi. tak halal duit!

THE END TODAY. HARI HARI YANG PENUH KEJUTAN

jom balik kampung

2010-04-15T22:43:00.001+08:00

rase berdebar debar. esok drive balik kampung

balik rantau panjang

drive kat highway

tak best je rase now. cuakkkkk

ape aku nak takut ye?

P kan da ade, so halal kan

if kau bawak slow pun tape okay

ya allah, kau redhailah perjalanan ku esok

biarlah aku selamat pergi and balik

peliharalah keselamatan aku and parents

hope aku drive dengan selamat esok. amin

malang tidak berbau :(

2010-04-15T16:40:00.002+08:00

sedih sedih sedih! fon nazak now. ni semua gara gara main air kat pantai. elok elok letak atas selipar, boleh tak perasan ombak datang and hanyutkan selipar tu. macam sampan da gamaknye. aku pon apa lagi. alamakkkkkk...cepat cepat aku bangun kejar. mak oii. sayangku, basah dah waaaaaaaaaaaaa now nak charge pon susah nak dengar radio pon tak boleh. sedihnya ya tuhanku. tahu kat mak matilah, nanti mak cakap tak pandai appreciate barang dia bagi. im soory mak. tak sengaje pon. betol, sumpah. hmmmm, i'll fix it. nak pergi hantar baiki senyap senyap la. macam aku buat ic dulu hehe senyap senyap je. till now mak tak tahu ahaha tape, asalkan mak tak susah hati. rase macam nak drive je pergi baiki fon but still takut. tengok esok macam mana drive balik kampung :'(

Fashion for feet!

2010-04-15T10:00:00.000+08:00

If you’ve browsed a shoe department lately, you may have noticed that high heels are growing—and not just in popularity. Towering platforms, extreme wedges, and treacherous stilettos have flooded the marketplace in recent months, and most every designer and celebrity seems to be doing their part to participate in the trend. Runways, red carpets, and glossy magazine spreads have all been inundated with the look. Ever the style catalyst, Lady Gaga donned Alexander McQueen’s 12-inch heels in her "Bad Romance" music video after three professional runway models refused to wear them on the runway last fall. This past weekend, even Tina Fey, the queen of nerd chic, strutted out in five-inch pumps to perform her opening monologue on "Saturday Night Live." Clearly, we have a fashion craze on our hands, or, um, feet.
So why the sudden (literal) footwear rise? Experts say the recession is to blame: "We have entered a moment of heightened impracticality in footwear," Elizabeth Semmelhack, author of "Heights of Fashion: A History of the Elevated Shoe" told CNN. "Heel heights noticeably grew during the Great Depression of the 1930s, the oil crisis in the 1970s, and when the dotcom bubble burst in the 2000s." Women's shoes are now at an all-time high, and Semmelhack believes during tough economic times, there's "a greater need for escapism."
However, this escapism isn't without its hazards: "There is never a shortage of high-heeled women in pain in my midtown Manhattan office, but yes, there is an increase lately," says Dr. Jacqueline Sutera, Doctor of Podiatric medicine and surgery and spokesperson for the American Podiatric Medical Association says. Popular Manhattan podiatrist Dr. Rock Positano, Director of the Non-surgical Foot and Ankle Center at the from the Hospital for Special Surgery, agrees, "We are seeing a dramatic increase in problems of this nature that are directly related to abnormal or altered foot and ankle mechanics."
Sutera explains that any shoe with more than a two-inch heel can be dangerous, though certain styles are better than others—like wedges, which are safer because your weight is distributed across a greater surface area. Minimal use is also key: "What I do, and recommend to my patients, is to wear [heels] when I get to my office, or event," says Sutera. "And then wear a commuter shoe to and from [where you're going]." As for those of us who love to wear a pair of sexy high heels out dancing, Positano strongly advises against it: “I have termed an injury known as the 'Gloria Gaynor fracture,' which is best described as an injury sustained during fast dancing while wearing high heels. The combination of fast dancing, a very high heel, and maybe a libation or two can lead to a potentially dangerous situation."
Women who are overweight, have arthritis, or have high or flat arches, will experience more frequent foot and ankle problems (most common are tendon and muscle strains, hammertoes, bunions, and stress fractures—though long-term high heel wearers could suffer from tendinitis, severe ankle sprains, and torn ligaments and tendons), but many women encounter symptoms after extended high-heel wear. "Pain is your body's way of warning you that something is wrong, you should stop wearing the shoes" says Sutera.
Obviously no one expects that women will stop dressing up in heels altogether, but if you limit the amount of wear time and the heel's height you’re, um, taking a step in the right direction. The doctors we spoke with also recommend: Massaging your feet and rolling them over a golf ball or ice when you take off your shoes at night and gripping a towel and holding your foot up for 15 seconds, three times a day, can also help strengthen the intrinsic muscles of the feet.

ACE's BBQ

2010-04-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

tempat; Perdana PCB tarikh; 14th April 2010

kenangan bersama ACE's member

thanks for sweet memory!!! the day;

aku, engku, hafiz and syakir tumpang azim MTD :) ingatkan azim datang dengan kereta biasa lah kan but sekali datang....wooooooh! jeep yang orang guna konvoi tu. siap ade siren sekali macho babe hahahha tak penah lagi aku naik jeep. paling kurang pon hilux je. tadi rasa macam betol betol adventure lah. azim drive pon ala ala nak buat orang mati katak sebab terkejut hehehee buat pusing kanan kiri macam nak terbalik 180 degree dah. and si syakir banyak mulut, nyaris nak kena ikat atas jeep je. orang duduk diam dia bising and gedik atas jeep ;p macam macam. bila semua sampai kat pantai, eh eh eh, faizah hebat woo. ahem ahem datang hantar die kejap by jazz, lawa nyo keto tuh ;p but tak lama faizah ade, ala....tape, orang 'sibuk' ;p back to BBQ, kami mulalah susun barang. budak logistik buat khemah and hidupkan api. girls pulak tolong tengok! hahaha tadelah, girls tolong angkat barang and bakar ayam, sosej jugak. aku tolong buat air. air pisang jangan main main BHAHAHA ape lah, air pisang warna hijau. sape punye pilihan lah ni. lucunya barang nak buat air tak cukup, senduk tade. kacau air satu balang besar tu dengan sudu. okay, jangan ragu benda betul ye! :) then sesi membakar, ayam ntah berape ekor but satu besen besar jugak la. makan ke ape. merangos betul sek sek ni hahaha ohh ye, ayam tu kurang sikit rasa 'awah' sebab padil, si superman perap pagi tadi je. its okay kita makan je banyak songeh hehehe best ohh time bakar membakar. aku berebut tengkuk ayam dengan syakir. ape la budak tu. orang cop dah tengkuk, siap bakar lagi but bila masak tu dia makan. jahat jahat ohh! nasib baik lepas tu sek ni tolong cari tengkuk lain. yang besar and panjang punye! BHAHAHA padil, najmi, syafiq and yang lain tak sudah sudah ngenak cakap budak kecik suka makan tengkuk, bia cepat panjang hehehe suka hati lah. tak suka ar isi isi ni. jemu bosan muak doe. by the way, guys gentleman tadi. suruh girls makan dulu ayam then kemas balik dorang yang cepat. bagus bagus! hahaha semua apply ilmu sis marina ajar. tape, korang tak rugi buat, makwe korang tak lari nanti ;) then sesi bermain air and berjemur! waaaahh, dah lama tak melepak kat pantai, last januari lepas. lama lama lama!!! then perangai budak budak dulu datang balik, kejar ombak, tulis nama kat pasir, buat istana pasir but kena runtuh dek ombak, koya koya ambik gambar, tengok laut puas puas, main dengan pelampung ahahaha but satu benda tak boleh buat....hmmmm...sedih.... :( tadi tak bawa pakaian lain, so tak boleh la nak mandi pantai waaaaaaaaa..tak boleh nak buat buat berenang. main air la paling best. lama dah tak mandi kat pantai. best ohh tengok guys main. semua kena lempar dalam air haha habis rosak la handphone jam semua macam itik jumpa air dah hahahha kitorang yang girls ni tumpang tengok jela. alosssssss.....next time ingat la kak, bawa pakaian if pergi pantai. i will. huhuhu tadi miizan kena tanam hidup hidup hahaha lucu sek sek ni, perangai sengsorang nampak sangat tak matured masa ni. tapelah, before sambung belajar, kita bergalok kejap :) eh lupa, tade bad luck sikit. my phone masuk dalam air waaaaaaaaaa molek dah letak atas selipar, but tetibe ombak besar and hanyutkan selipar sekali phone aku. mak oii, terus kejar la. now still ade pasir dalam phone, slide, susah sikit nak keluarkan then bila kering macam salty kat etmpat charge, so susah nak masuk charge now. waaaaaaa sooodih gila laa. phone baru je, tahu dek mak mati, ampun ampun :/ then final game, TRUTH OR DARE. but aku tak join lah, tak mo, kang kena cakap pape hahaha segan lah but best dengar sesape yang kena tadi and, isk isk, aku pon terbabit. jahat uhh! sapa punye idea babitkan rosma *dush3* fun and akan diingati. time balik engku belanje cornetto, SHOW YOUR LOVE sorang satu. hoorey, yippe! thanks a lot ku. muwah muwahhhhhh ;) soooooooooo thanks semua yang datang tadi even tak ramai but still happening. thanks to miizan, azim, hafiz, syakir, najmi, syafiq, aziz, karmani, lutfi, hamadan, hasif, syahir, iqwal, fadhil, madah, wassim, firdaus, engku, qilah, murni, wani, aifa, sumey, hannan, faizah. i love you all. hope our friendship remain. insya allah. ameen

special thanks to azim; sebab dia baik sangat. tolong ambil and hantar sampai usm. tak payah aku nak tunggu bus. baju seluar penuh pasir, badan pon masin semacam, muke pon merah pink. awful. sangat tak selesa balik naik bus cam gitu, so thnks big bro!

budak budak

2010-04-14T00:31:00.001+08:00

akibat terlalu bosan and sengsorang, tonight buat lain dari yang lain. rasa nak back to be a kid balik. urghhhhh! so, jom kita me-kiutkan- diri ye. untuk jadi cute, lynne buat tocang kat rambut! sesape yang tak tahu tocang macam mana, see the pic! but tidaklah sekiut that girl ;) bahagia ohh. lama tak buat rambut cam gini. hehehe then, untuk isi masa, mula lah download lagu. okay, the old lynne memang tak layan lagu. but now dah lain. bosannye. lagu indon, korea, jepun semua sapu babe. so sesape, please suggest lagu ye. nak dengar lagu. tata =)

belajar memandu

2010-04-13T19:44:00.001+08:00

Duration taken; 25 Dec 2009 - 13 April 2010 !!!

finally, i got my P's licence

lama tunggu after pass that day

over all aku buat 2 minutes for bukit

2 minutes for parking and 1 minute for 3 penjuru

wahhh..parking ku and 3 penjuru hebat!

biarpun breathless! tahan nafas, serius you. cuak sangat

my marks; 18 out of 20 on the road ;)

silapnye....

tak guna isyarat dengan betul

tak guna brek tangan and kaki dengan betul

hehehe okay aku faham kenape

uncle jpj komen that day, 'kerek' la awok buat isyarat

then aku everytime stop at junction aku angkat brek tangan

padahal no need pon kan. just free gear, NERDY sungguh ;p

its okay. pass lah jugak kan so jangan cakap banyak

to encik shamsuddin, DAX 4133 thanks sangat!

jasamu dikenang ameen :)

back to my P........

bila call tanya cikgu boleh cikgu cakap

benda tu awak kena urus sendiri

sebabnya nak guna cip IC awak

datang ambik sijil dengan saya nanti

what what what? HELLO
after 4,5 hari baru cakap? ape ni
dulu cikgu jugak pegang sijil saya

ini lah yang jadi bila bayar semua

pengajaran adik adik ye;

jangan bayar habis selagi belum pegang P!

supposed cikgu la datang ambik saya

and we can straight away settle this

bila semua settle barulah cikgu boleh cakap BYE

ishhhhh..tak boleh jadi. tak aci betul

ada patut suruh aku pergi cari dia kat YP

nonsense. dah la jauh and nak pergi by what?

kereta? no no no P belum dapat ye

then ngadu kat mak...*tanduk* hehehe

alhamdulillah bila mak call cikgu setuju

tu pon hantar kat JPJ je and gimme my certificate

aku buat sendiri from ambik nombor giliran till P

thnks pak cik yang buat P ni tapi kan.........

renyoks lah pak cik! acu bia cantik sikit hehehe *ngade lagi*

then angkat kaki, balik but cari teksi dulu

why? ahemmmm cikgu tinggalkan ye :/

its okay. aku dah biasa pon guna kenderaan awam ni

at last......dah settle pon frasa aku buat lesen

lama gila kan??? hmmmmm let it be jangan kenang

dapat jugak merasa drive kereta soon. YAHOO!

kawan kawan, here we go. kita akan berderakk
now aku halal di atas jalan raya, welcome!
selamat memandu rosmahaslin azurainei mustapa :)

insya allah aku balas jasa korang yang tumpangkan aku

but first of all, my parents yang akan merasa dulu

nak drive balik kampung..ooooo balik kampung hati girang

kena dapat permission 'JPJ' kat rumah dulu nak drive

goodbye my L :)

mak ayah; TOLONG LAH PERCAYA. YAH PEMANDU BERHEMAH ;)

come back

2010-04-13T01:32:00.001+08:00

i miss you epu :'/

miss you so much my cat

bosan nye sorang kat rumah ni
please come back to me

p/s; cute and bergaye kucing ni. muahhh

POLAND

2010-04-12T21:19:00.001+08:00

Polish president dies in plane crash

WARSAW, Poland – The leader of Poland's government in exile while the nation was under Soviet-backed rule. The shipyard worker whose firing helped ignite the labor uprising that ultimately toppled communism here. A banking head who helped keep the country stable while the rest of the European Union plunged into recession.

When Poland lost its president and top military brass Saturday in a plane crash that killed 96, it also lost much of its living history and other elite members of society.

It is a supreme bitterness that they died near, of all places, Russia's Katyn forest, where thousands of Polish officers were slain by Soviet forces in World War II in an attempt to eliminate some of the country's brightest.

"This is so very much like Katyn, where our head was cut off," former President Lech Walesa said.

Killed with President Lech Kaczynski in the plane crash near Smolensk, western Russia, were his wife, Maria Kaczynska, his closest aides, lawmakers, army commanders, church figures, historic figures, plane crew and relatives of the victims of the 1940 massacre of Polish officers in Katyn and in other places. They had been traveling to Katyn to mark the 70th anniversary.

The Soviet secret police killed thousands of Polish military leaders and intellectuals at Katyn and other places at the start of World War II. It was part of a strategy to subdue the country, whose eastern half it occupied starting in 1939, and better control it.

Among the victims Saturday was a former president in exile, Ryszard Kaczorowski, 90, the last leader of Poland's exiled government in London. The exile leadership was established during the Nazi occupation of Poland and continued to declare itself the rightful government during the decades of communism, until Walesa became Poland's first popularly elected president in 1990.

The crash also took an icon of Poland's Solidarity freedom movement, 80-year-old Anna Walentynowicz. Workers at the Lenin Shipyard in Gdansk went on strike when Walentynowicz was fired from her job as a crane operator in August 1980 for her opposition activity. That injustice sparked strikes that spread like wildfire to other plants across the nation, giving rise to Solidarity, the movement that helped bring about the demise of communism in Poland nine years later.

Poland also lost one of the architects of its economic stability during the recent global crisis, the head of the National Bank of Poland, Slawomir Skrzypek, 46, a close Kaczynski associate.

Skrzypek's nomination in 2007 was highly criticized because he was perceived as inexperienced and Kaczynski's critics claimed cronyism. Yet his decisions defending the value of the zloty and the bank's security helped Poland emerge as the European Union's only economy to avoid recession amid the global downturn last year.

"It was one of the truly brilliant careers recently in Poland," said political analyst Rafal Chwedoruk from Warsaw University. "He took his positions among heated disputes and he came out victorious. Even his critics were saying under his leadership the bank was playing its role well."

Several of Poland's top military officers were killed in the crash, including the army chief of staff, Gen. Franciszek Gagor, 58; the navy's Vice Admiral Andrzej Karweta, 51; Gen. Andrzej Blasik, 47, from the air force; and the top commander of the ground forces, Gen. Tadeusz Buk, 49.

In Kabul, the American who leads allied forces in Afghanistan and Pakistan, Gen. David Petraeus, offered his condolences. He was in Poland days earlier to meet with its military leaders.

"Almost everybody who was sitting on the other side of the table at my meeting with the general staff is no longer with us," Petraeus said.

Government spokesman Pawel Gras said the officers' first deputies had taken over and Poland's armed forces and state offices were operating normally despite the devastating losses.

Also killed was Janusz Kochanowski, 69, the state official in charge of protecting citizens' rights. He was often in the news this past winter because he waged a strong rebuke against the government for refusing to provide swine flu vaccines to the public amid a global panic, casting the decision as a violation of basic rights.

Another prominent figure to perish was Janusz Kurtyka, 49, a historian and researcher who headed the state-run National Remembrance Institute that oversees Nazi and communist-era files. Some files document collaboration of public figures with the communist secret police — ace cards that have been used in political infighting in past years. His decisions to let information seep out made him a controversial figure.

Yet "Kochanowski and Kurtyka were men of learning and their death means a great loss to the intellectual life," Chwedoruk said.

"We are dealing with a loss of some of the elite: trained politicians, intellectuals, scholars. There is no measure for that," he said.

Some of Kaczynski's closest advisers, men who studied abroad, were also on board. They include Wladyslaw Stasiak, 44, head of the presidential office; Aleksander Szczyglo, 46, chief of the National Security Office; and advisers Mariusz Handzlik, 44 and Pawel Wypych, 42. They all met Kaczynski at various stages of his political carrer and won his personal trust.

The nation also lost a much-loved first lady, Maria Kaczynska, 66, an economist and translator with a gracious manner who put her career aside to support her husband. She had devoted herself in recent years to charity work.

The tragedy also shocked the Polish community in Chicago, which lost sculptor Wojciech Seweryn in the crash. Seweryn, 70, designed a memorial to the victims of Katyn, in the St. Adalbert cemetery in Niles, Illinois. Seweryn had made the trip to honor his father, who perished at Katyn 70 years before.

dearie

2010-04-12T18:34:00.006+08:00

NUR ALIA AMIRA BT KAMAL ROSTOM

sorang kawan ni memang la creative sejak dari form two aku kenal dia ade je idea dia yang creative tuh. one more die hantu music ahhaha dulu dia fan MCR but now aku dah tak tahu band ape dia minat. btw, budak ni nak jadi engineer? iye? hehehe but more to TESL kan? hope kau aku dapat TESL. ameen & hopefuly interview MARA kau smooth and berjaya. all the best babe! I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIENDS

selamat makan

2010-04-12T02:54:00.000+08:00

cancel pergi mydin, tadi malam pergi Billion

MOOD; happy! ;)

esok boleh la stabilkan balik tabiat makan

hooray hooray! *gelek gelek*

mak, maaf beli banyak. LAPAR SANGAT

nak mamam banyak banyak

sampai gemuk kot BHAHAHA
isk isk. kecik tp makan banyak!

Nia Ramadhani's Wed

2010-04-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

Cincin nikah berdarah

Pelik tapi benar kan. tak penah dibuat orang. interesting! 1 april 2010; Ardie Bakrie and Prianti Nur Ramadhani. Ardie ini putera bongsu Abu Rizal Bakrie, usahawan terkaya di Asia Tenggara.wahhhh..kayes kayes patutlah grand semacam wedding diorang. nia pulak mengenakan sembilan pasang persalinan. again, 9 ye. bukan 3 ke 5. bestnya! hehehhe and most interesting part, cincin dorang ni bertatahkan DARAH. ia diambil dari darah nia and ardie and then disatukan di atas batu cincin sebagai lambang mereka kini hidup bersatu dan akan setia selamanya. honeymoon pulak mereka pilih Afrika Selatan, sebab nak tengok World Cup nanti. 2 in 1 bagus kan Selamat Pengantin Baru ;)

lapar lapar lapar

2010-04-11T00:32:00.001+08:00

mydin mall

siap lahh esok ni

nak baham makanan!

dah high kelaparan okay
jangan gedik tade selera :l

10 April 2010

2010-04-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

esok rasa macam nak shopping. yess. but bukan baju, tapi makanan! again, MAKANAN. lately memang lynne dah kebuluran. i mean selera makan memang jatuh mendadak. 2,3 hari sekali baru makan nasi and makanan yang berkarbohidrat. for today, sarapan dalam pukul 1 ptg. makan biskut. then for dinner, buat apple juice. blend apple sebiji, put milk, water and ice. DONE. 500ml apple juice for dinner?! aku pon tak caye. jangan tiru. serius lapar gilaa laa but what to do, selera tade :( whats wrong with me? dulu masa school bahagia je. 3,4 kali dalam sehari baham nasi hahahaha sorry my dear body, tade niat pon nak berdiet and those stupid stuff yang menyeksakan badan but somehow, i dont know how come selera makan tade. sometimes badan pon menggigil sebab lapar. yes, memang rasa lapar sangat but still malas nak makan. nak cakap tak tahu masak, boleh laa jugak masak sikit sikit. kan best if selalu kenyang. no need to eat. still prefer termenung sengsorang. lebih dari masalah negara fikir hahaha euwwww awak bukan datin rosmah ye even your name rosmah too. so kena buat decision ni. kena pergi mall cari makanan. pergi mydin jela kot. senang kan jalan kaki dari usm je. lantak la cakedih ke hahahaha tak sihat langsung. cari penyakit tok badan alahaiiiii. waaaaa, makanan...lynne rindu nak makan sedap sedap and menggemokkan badan! sedare mare and friends pon cakap pehal kering now. kering lah sangat kan. but somehow bila tengok cermin, aah pulak. memang a bit kurus dari dulu. jeans yang size 26 pon kena pakai belt. haiyakss. teruk suda keadaan ni. kang free cium jalan kang if still tade selera makan. dah la BMI tak cukup dah. tak nak tok sey. nak balik gemok macam dulu. GEMOKKK and sihat. dalam and luar. ya allah, kurniakan aku kebahagiaan dan kesihatan. jauhkan aku dari segala masalah duniawi. peliharalah aku. AMEEN

thumbs up for your words especially 'orang tak buat.......', i pegang and akan always remember that keramat word yang boleh stop me from angan angan. thank you. i will change for good. but definitely not for you. sebab you memang akan pilih someone yang good sangat kan. perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki yang baik. faham. enough said :)

malaysia's teen

2010-04-10T20:39:00.001+08:00

Just now baru je lepas tengok news. then rasa ada lah news yang menarik but selalunya bosan haha first news about seorang student ni yang terpilih untuk PLKN but tipu pihak PLKN tu cakap dia kerabat diraja. then he got layanan istimewa lah kan sepanjang PLKN. but dia terkantoi bila his ex schoolmate cam dia and that guy report pada istana Pahang. Now, student yang menyamar tu kena tahan sebab menipu mengaku kerabat diraja Pahang. see? cari nahas semua ni. padahal dia lelaki. buat malu je kat pompuan buat lemah gitu. macam lah mati 3 bulan kat sana. tak patut betol mengaku gitu. now kena tahan free je

lovestory

2010-04-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

muhd harith hafiq rohimi; 2 years 2 months 2 days

GOOD LUCK in life. semoga bahagia. be a good engineer :)

Fullstop

2010-04-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

The 10 Worst Ways to ~~Break Up~~ With Someone

10. ON VACATION: Who would you most likely want to be stuck on a deserted island with? Not someone who's just told you "it's not working out," we're quite sure. Not only have you now wasted your time and money, but you can’t leave the situation easily without added plane fares and stress. If this happens to you, break away and turn your trip into a rejuvenating self-improvement retreat... you'll need it.

9. IN A TEXT MESSAGE: Ah, the text. The modern-day version of the Post-It. Too wussy to do it in person? Text away, wuss.

8. ON FACEBOOK: Nothing like logging on to find your loved one tagged in a compromising photo with a complete stranger...to you, at least. Why this is called the "World Wide Web" and some people can't figure out how they got busted is beyond us. Besides, it's way too trendy these days - be original, people!

7. AROUND THE FAMILY: Don't make it a family affair - you'll seriously regret it. Whether at a sibling’s wedding (see #6), a family vacation (see #10), or meeting the family for the first time (really!?), this one is clearly ridden with minefields that will lead to nothing but trouble. If this happens to you, at least you've got your "people" nearby to protect you, support you, and promptly kick your brand-new-ex to the curb.

6. AT A WEDDING: The wedding. The defining moment for any couple. The pinnacle of celebrating relationships and love. The day they'll remember as the best day of their lives. Forever. Guess the pressure got to you, huh?

5. AT YOUR "SPECIAL PLACE": That restaurant where we had our first date...the bar where you told me you loved me...the bench in the park where we'd sit every Sunday... Why on earth would anyone think this is a good idea? Let the special place stay special. Just like there are other fish in the sea, there are other places in the whole world. If they can't find another place, you should definitely find another fish.

4. IN BED: Come again? Talk about ruining the mood. At least wait until you're clothed. This one is so embarrassing that we're having visions of the recurring dream where you're on stage in front of everyone you know in nothing but your underwear. Except you're not even wearing underwear.

3. ON VALENTINE'S DAY: There are 365 days in the year, and ONE dedicated to celebrating love. It's not like you can't claim you didn't "know" it was Valentine's Day - the stores, the ads, the cards have been in your face for weeks. Pick another day. It's that simple. Don't ruin this day forever for someone, unless you're really in need of some bad karma. (New Year's Eve and Birthdays received honorable mentions.)

2. BY DOING NOTHING: It was tough not giving this the Number 1 honor, and we're still not sure. Being forced to figure something out by yourself is sometimes the hardest and most humiliating thing of all. Coming home to find your love gone, with no note, no calls, no anything may just be the worst way to handle a breakup. It is definitely the WIMPIEST. Just remember that. You do this, you are weak.

1. BY CHEATING: Sadly, this is the most common response we received - and the stories ran the gamut, from the one-night-stand, to the ongoing affair, to the ongoing affair that you only found out about via "the new person," to the unspeakable announcement that your boyfriend or girlfriend is engaged to someone else (WHAT?!?). To these we simply say, come ON. Just break it off before you cheat. You won't hurt our feelings, we promise.

The bottom line to all of this? If this happened to you, we can 100% guarantee that you are better off without this person in your life. If THIS is the way they think is appropriate to end a relationship, imagine how they would handle life's other challenges. Time for you to bounce back and move forward to someone who ~~deserves you and your love~~.

little cutie

2010-04-10T02:02:00.003+08:00

I've found this little cutie at Hanna Hisham's facebook

ADORABLE

again, jatuh sayang pada kucing
dah deal with hanna nak bela this cat nanti =)

this cutie ingatkan lynne kat my first cat yang also mati

but time tu lynne kecik lagi, about 11 years old

its okay. yang lepas biar pergi kan

NO NEED nak kenangkan lagi

be strong little cutie!

see you bila besar sikit okay

you gonna shine even kucing kampung

muahcx <3

muka berseri seri

2010-04-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

SEE the face?

rosmahaslin azurainei mustapa PASS jpj

hoooooray! yippie!

nervous gila tadi ye. ades

selawat and basmalah tak lekang dari bibir

sampai ada abang kat belakang tanya bomoh gapoo

not bomoh bomoh laa

just hilangkan resah, and nak start focus :)

alhamdulilah, after turun bukit dengan selamat

time nak pergi ambik paper dengan kak ze yang bekeng

rase kaki macam melayang aje. azab bukit dah tade

aku selamat dari part yang aku takut sangat

then parking memang terror! hehehe tak risau

3 penjuru pulak macam tak bernafas dalam petak tu

nak cepat cepat keluar and and and LULUS. syukur!

part two.

rush balik usm, sampai kol 1

then mandi, siap siap

pergi Grand Riverview for CC

Certificate Ceremony aka KEX's Graduation Day

love you ohana, ace and zealous sapphire

and most, kak marina and family

semoga semua bahagia selalu. ameen

Super Duper Big day

2010-04-07T19:32:00.001+08:00

8hb April 2010

test jpj. esok. auwwwwwww *nailbitting*

PASS ke FAIL je yang ada now
nak merase pegang P lahh
nak drive ke sana ke mari jugak :/
ENCIK P; comes to me babeh!

hope bukit tu pass ye *focus mood ON*

jangan lebih

jangan pulak kurang

jangan takut nak speed kuat mana pon

lantak la bunyi tayar and engine kuat gila

asalkan kancil tak undur kat belakang

then parking and 3 penjuru maintain macam biasa

selalu buat okay je kan

esok pon kena macam tu lah

then on the road tu

make sure jangan langgar lampu MERAH

MERAH TANDA BERHENTI ye

mandatori tuu. remember!

so no need nak memandai speed kejar

selawat banyak banyak

baca doa and buat cool je. AMEEN

berkabung

2010-04-07T11:58:00.000+08:00

2nd day without Epu

sunyi je rumah

dah tade meow meow

rutin bagi makan Epu pon tade

semalam pon dah tade Epu kacau

kalau tak, mesti berperang dulu

miss you my cat :/

catlover

2010-04-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

Living with the ~~loss~~ of your cat

Through the course of their lives most cat owners have to face the death of a beloved cat. The sad fact is that our treasured companions do not live as long as we do.

Western cultures do not allow for much expression of grief, and death is often considered a taboo subject for discussion. Many people, even our closest friends, feel uncomfortable about talking to us about our losses. Because of this, we are sometimes most alone just at the time we most need support. This applies especially for the death of a pet, as our society often does not acknowledge loss of a companion animal to be a significant cause for grief. With this article, it is hoped that learning about factors involved in the pain of grief may help to accept that loss and grieving are a normal part of our lives, that the grief is real, valid, and appropriate and that your pain can be expressed to others. Then can begin the process of healing and building new relationships.

What are grief, bereavement and mourning?

Grief can be defined as an emotional response to a perceived loss. It does not have to be the response to death. In fact, as I will discuss later, grieving usually involves the loss of many different things. This article concentrates on grief from the death of a cat, and losses associated with that death. Bereavement refers to a state that follows a loss, which may be from death, loss of employment, or marriage. Culture usually determines what is considered appropriate reason for bereavement, and pet loss is not usually included. Mourning is the outward expression of loss, including rituals and customs.

For most people, the first loss of a loved one can be the strongest and most overwhelming experience they have had. Its very intensity can be frightening and seem uncontrollable.

Normal Grief

It is commonly expected that a death will lead to grief. Many people will have heard about different stages of grief suggested by Kubler-Ross: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. These days it is thought that grief does not necessarily follow any set pattern, and some of these stages may not be present at all. It has since been suggested that typically, the period of bereavement includes 4 phases of shock and numbness, yearning and searching, disorganisation and despair, and reorganisation.

Grief usually has many components including physical and emotional distress, preoccupation with thoughts of the deceased, and disruption to daily living.

Complicated grief

Grief may be complicated for many reasons, and may make it harder to resolve your feelings. This may occur if you have other unresolved losses where you were unable to express your feelings honestly, you have little social support, there was a particularly complex or ambivalent relationship with the deceased, feeling guilt, where the death was untimely. Also both deaths that are sudden and unexpected, and deaths that occur after long illnesses can lead to complicated grief. There can be many other factors also.

Anticipatory grief

Grief does not necessarily begin with the death of a cat. You may have started well before your cat actually died, and the death itself may actually bring about an initial feeling of relief. This is particularly the case with a long and difficult illness, when you have had warning that your cat is likely to die. However, it does not mean you will feel less pain when the actual death occurs.

Getting through grief and moving on

Worden, a prominent researcher in the field of grief, has identified 4 major tasks involved in moving through the process of loss.
* To accept the reality of the loss
* To experience the pain of loss
* To adjust to an environment in which the deceased is missing. This definitely takes time. So many of our thoughts and actions are automatic – we assume that things remain the same. It can be a shock each morning to realise that there is no need to refill the food bowl.
* To withdraw emotional energy and reinvest it in other activities. This may involve considering getting another cat.

Why does it hurt so much? How much have you actually lost?

Certainly, not all people react to the death of a cat in the same way. Each person, each cat and each relationship is unique and has unique components. Loss does not involve simply the physical presence of the cat. The psychosocial benefits of living with a cat are well documented and include social support, companionship, an increased sense of our own worth and the emotional bond we have with our cat. These are part of what you are grieving. You will be reminded of the special things you did with your cat by their absence. The losses may not be tangible – they may be the emotions that your cat elicited from you. You may have lost the good feeling you had when your cat jumped on your lap, or groomed your hair. The laughter that came when he leaped in the air at the light switch, and the assistance you received when making the bed. The warm feeling when you arrived home to find her waiting at the door to welcome you. So the degree of daily interaction you had with your cat will influence the number of losses, and therefore the degree of grief.

Guilt

This merits a paragraph of its own, due to the significant role it has in making a normal grief complicated. We are very good at “beating up on ourselves” when we are feeling low. There may have been aspects or decisions that we may have made differently with the benefit of hindsight, that had an impact on our beloved cats life or death. The only useful thing that can be done is to learn from the experience for the future. We need to be kind to ourselves at this time. We are all fallible humans, and do the best we can to get through our lives. Some people can feel relief with the death of their cat after a long illness, and experience guilt because of this. Again, this is perfectly normal. Some people feel guilt if they think they are grieving more for a loved cat than for a human they have lost. There are no rules about how much we should grieve – these sorts of “shoulds” are not helpful either. For ourselves, we should not minimise how much the cat means to us.

Special features of grief with companion animals

All grieving is painful, and for those of us whose cats are an integral part of our lives, the loss of a cat is not different that the loss of a close friend. However there are some aspects of pet loss that are not common with the loss of a human, and some of these may make your loss more difficult to deal with.

* Loss of a cat may often involve decision making about when to end the life. How comfortable you are with the decision will affect how you grieve. As mentioned above, guilt can play a role with how the decision was made, and can either be a comfort or a source of guilt depending on how you feel about your actions. This decision can be a terrible dilemma for some people. “Did I make the decision quickly enough? Did I let him suffer? Should I have let her keep going? Did I give in too quickly?” are common questions that grieving cat owners may ask themselves? Sometimes guilt may revolve around the financial aspects of veterinary care – “was I unwilling to pay large vet bills?” However euthanasia is the most loving gift for a cat that is suffering, has lost his quality of life and has no chance of improvement.

*Another aspect is the simple fact that we gain so much support from our feline friends – they can be a source of unconditional love that will help us through our difficult times – and not only do we have to deal with the loss of the cat herself, but her support is no longer there to help us.

* Not all people around us appreciate the integral role that a beloved cat may have in our lives. There may be some around who may minimise your loss, and expect you to get over your grief more quickly than you are ready to. This may also include employers who do not appreciate the degree of pain you are in. Ensure that you seek others who value their companion animals as you do, and who can allow you to express your feelings honestly. There are many who feel as you do.

* Another factor is that while the ritual of a funeral marks the death of a human loved one, losing a cat does not have such a custom. Rituals have important functions in allowing the bereaved to proceed to acceptance by acknowledging your loss in a supportive environment.

Allow yourself time and tears. Don’t overburden yourself with difficult tasks – your concentration may be decreased. It is also important to attend to yourself in the simple matters of daily living. Ensure that you continue to maintain a balanced diet. Avoid excessive alcohol or drugs. As you are in a stressed state, you are more liable to pick up colds and flu, as your immune system is weakened. Avoid making important decisions while you are in a vulnerable state.

What can I do to feel better?

There is no magic pill that can remove the pain completely. With time the feelings will become less intense. However there are activities that may help you to focus on the happy memories you shared. Some people find the following useful:

* Writing poetry or a letter for your cat to express your feelings for him or her
* Arrange photos in a special album
* A memorial page on the web (if you don’t have a web page of your own, there are specific sites that welcome photos and poetry to memorialise your cat).
* Joining a email group – there are several that provide support from people who have also lost their cats
* Have your own ritual. Invite like-minded and supportive people to share in memories of your cat.
* Plant a rose or tree for your cat
* Sponsor an animal in the zoo in memory of your cat
* Read a self-help book. There are many available on grieving
* If your grief is overwhelming and causes major disruption to your daily life over a long time, consider seeking help. There are counsellors and psychotherapists who are sensitive to the needs of people who are grieving for their pets. However ensure that they have the same qualifications you would expect for grief counselling for humans (eg psychologist, social worker, counsellor of professional association).

The new cat in your life

The decision when, or whether to get another cat is a very personal one, and should be done in your own time when you feel comfortable. It should not happen when another well-meaning person thinks it should happen. Again, there is no “right” or “wrong”. You may feel ready soon after you lose your cat – this may be the case if your cat had a long illness and your grieving started long before the death. Ensure that you feel happy with the timing – some well-meaning people may try to give you a cat or kitten in order to replace your previous cat. Others may try to talk you out of getting a cat when you feel ready.

You know best.

Some people find themselves preoccupied with the health of the new cat, with fears of his or her death. This is quite normal as the pain is so fresh for you, it is natural that you are anxious that you may experience it again soon. Again, this will become less intense over time.

The path through grief is never easy. Each of our cats is unique and irreplaceable. However as life and death are two sides of the same coin, so are love and grief. Make life easy for yourself until you can remember your loved cat with more smiles than tears, and you know the time is right to begin a new, unique and perfect bond with another, who will benefit from the caring person you are.

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Here I have included a well-known poem that many people find helpful when thinking of their pets who have died.

Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet
goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and
play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and
comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those
who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember
them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss
someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and
looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers.
Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs
carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you
cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses
rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once
more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never
absent from your heart.

be my beloved forever

2010-04-06T23:05:00.001+08:00

6 April 2010. The day kak yah hilang my beloved cat, Epu

epu time baby

here is my Epu <3

Binatang yang paling disayangi Rasulullah adalah kucing. Rosmahaslin LOVEs cat too

my dear already gone. betol betol macam lagu aku minat. now one of my beloved betol betol dah pergi, out of my sight but not out of my mind. kak yah miss you sangat epu. dari kecik kak yah tengok epu, masa epu lahir lagi. time tu epu kecik sangat and kak yah happy gila dapat cute kitten like you. your bulu lembut. tompok kat your body tu lawa sangat. hitam putih then tompok atas hidung soooo cute! hmmmm dulu punye susah nak bagi nama apa. sebab epu lahir 3 ekor sekaligus. then kak yah pon decide okay..yang bongsu, epu. yang tengah, ngah and yang sulung tam sebab dia hitam ;p but out of three, i love and like you most honey. epu rapat dengan abah. dah la perangai macam abah! ahhahaha kuat tidur kuat makan. and you are sooo understanding. bila kak yah sedih or happy, mesti story kat epu. and epu akan diam macam faham kan. doesnt matter animal cant talk. but i know they can understand me. dulu kak yah selalu marah epu and cubit pipi gebu epu sebab epu suka sangat lepak atas katil. dah la kacau kak yah tidur. gesel gesel laa. kak yah geli lah dear! nak menggatal je kerja epu ahaahaha ape ni. gangguan jiwa betul hehe free je kena tengking dengan kak yah. bluekkk. then mula lah merajuk keluar bilik pergi dapur. but bila pagi epu akan datang buat meow meow kat telinga kak yah. siap bagi moring kisss dekat telinga. sweet sangat epu. now semua tu dah tak ada. i cant see your face anymore. talk to you. sharing story. kak yah dah hilang epu now. ingatkan kak yah tinggalkan epu dulu nanti nak start study tp now epu yang tinggalkan kak yah dulu. sampai hati uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa kak yah tak sempat tengok epu last pagi tadi, even epu dah kaku masa tu. why epu mati? sebab demam ke? kak yah tahu epu demam sama dengan abah a week ago but tak sangka melarat. ke epu silap minum air beracun? ke someone pukul epu? why? kak yah tak tahu reason you left me alone epu. hope you happy now. kenapa abah tak tanam kat belakang rumah je. bila rindu dapat la kak yah tengok pusara epu. now i just can put your face in my heart. i miss you. i wont replace you okay. dont gooo. remember kak yah tak kisah la kat mana pon epu now :(

random facts bout lynne

2010-04-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

muka still bulat macam dulu :L

hidung makin mancung! hahahaha

voice still budak budak *aiseyhh*

kulit dah jadi gelap. hitam doe

height?????! same jekk :/ BHAHAHA

weight? ramai cakap semakin kering, kurus! hooray

rambut makin panjang. tetibe rasa nak potong je. patut ke?

cara senyum still yang lama. tak boleh nampak gigi hahaha

if ade pape tak puas hati mesti muncung hehe

jari berseri now. sebab pakai inai ;p

SLOW DOWN

2010-04-05T18:50:00.001+08:00

I have to put fullstop SOMEHOW even susah sukar macam mana pon i guess have to do it nowww dah clear sangat, everyday gaduh bukan macam dulu lagi tak patut jadi macam ni sooo many things jadi dalam 2 tahun lebih ni sweet sour masin pahit but mostly tears yang banyak keluar huh! kena mengaku lar dah memang tu yang jadi kan and susah nak buat tak tahu macam tak wujud cus its bout our feeling bukan main aci sorok je tak nak, dah tade then bila nak, ada balik susah nak deal with it diri pon tak boleh nak buat 'cool' maybe the best now, pause for a while. kitorang kena 'rest' from this feeling. macam lah dia tade benda lain nak fikir. interviews, paling penting now. banyak benda boleh happykan dia but not you for sure dia ada friends family futsal and most important his ambition dia nampak ape dia nak and you mana ada dalam list ye sila cermin diri :) ohh yes mirror mirror i need you to sedarkan diri so that i wont perasan lebih that someone love me and kena buang serabut ni semua before start study. make a fresh start in life you failed dulu lynne. you didnt score your spm just like him. remember? senang sangat lupa ehh? tak pahit ke? ingat in a blink boleh hilang frust tu? till bila bila you akan tanggung okay. thats why you have to struggle gila gila nanti. tebus balik. biar parents happy, especially your mom. tak kesian kat dia? you should get better! not enough your result tuh dengan pengorbanan dia selama ni okay. owhhh nnoooo, SOBSX *sedihnya benci jadi gini. again already gone by kelly clarkson jadi teman malam malam tido* its ok ada jodoh 10 years later maybe jumpa balik kan siapa tahu kan tengoklah macam mana nanti sama ada masing masing dengan orang lain or dia jumpa soulmate dia just macam dia nak, perfect. ramai yang sesuai dengan dia kan can feel it somehow doakan yang terbaik for him sudaa no biggie AMEEN

Will u marry me?

2010-04-05T01:38:00.000+08:00

SABTU. 3hb April 2010 bersamaan 18 Rabiul Awal 1431H di Pasir Puteh Kelantan.

SABDA NABI MUHAMMAD SAW

Apabila berkahwin seseorang kamu maka sempurnalah separuh agamanya

maka hendaklah dia bertaqwa kepada Allah swt untuk selebihnya.

This post a bit different. Sebab im gonna talk about wedding! yupss. about penyatuan dua jiwa. bila hati dah terpaut kat someone. bila kita yakin kita nak share our 'pahit manis' with him hahaha tak ley blah ayat. well i dont care you all like it or not but itulah yang rosma nak membebel kali ini. macam sweet je ann bila tiba pasal kawen hehehe gatal gedik sungguh! tajuk post tu pon a bit over actually, but seriously semua pon mesti waiting for that right. bila someone propose you, especially orang you sayang, siapa yang tak nak. rosma nak laa jugak! dah dah. melalut mengabey. actually someone in my family yang baru kawen. So hopefuly dorang happy always. Jangan gaduh gaduh and cepat dapat baby. ameen. Welcome to my family ;)

Selamat Pengantin Baru

Syed Hafiz b Syed Mohsin

♡♡♡♡♡

Norhasmawaty bt Mustapa

just go away

2010-04-03T19:19:00.000+08:00

couple of days dah demam. plus batuk lagi! aduss. tak seronok lah. pegang tisu tu dah jadi rutin now. tisu and rosma dah jadi bestfriend. then confirm akan bunyi batuk selang seminit! uwaaaaaaaaaa. okay, oleh sebab kesihatan tidak mengizinkan, this time tulis short and simple jela ye :)
DEAR ROSMA; cepatlah sembuh! awak ada benda penting 8hb ini okay *gedebak gedebuk*

2010-04-02T19:16:00.001+08:00

SEbak je bila dengar lagu ni. Seriously. Sokmo nangis. SOBX

ALREADY GONE-kelly clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone 

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

Hating you is GOOD

2010-04-01T17:25:00.001+08:00

Okay, just GO AWAY from my life

Especially my BODY !!!

i DONT need you sangat sangat

gonna be worse

temperature badan abnormal

i need my medicine ;(

esok ada wedding lagii

nak berkahwin dalam demam

badan letak telur pon boleh masak

okay, GO. get your rest rosma!!!
~~FEVER TOLONG BLAH~~

my baby girl

2010-04-01T04:07:00.000+08:00

31th March 2010

my sweetie's birthday, RAJA NUR SARAYA RAJA ABDULLAH

i lovee you sayang <3

bestie forever hingga anak cucu okay

do remember me always. siap lah kalau lupa! bluerghss ;)

be happy with HIM *wink wink* ;p

all the best in future

.HAPPY 18TH.

28th march 2010

2010-03-30T11:48:00.000+08:00

hamidah daud; i love u

thanks mak for your hadiah

BADmood attack me

2010-03-30T11:26:00.004+08:00

Dear my mirror ! *okay, mirror tu refer pada MYSELF, rosmahaslin* why mirror?

because it's reflecting me, the one that in front it, not you, people out there.

this is my blog and i'm free to say what ever i want. ohh yea ;)

see ?? intro post ini pon dah boleh nampak im not in the mood, saya menjadi ~~'bekeng'~~
tak tentu pasal. people wont understand the emotion of a girl actually. kan kan kan???

mirror mirror in my heart; im soooooooooooo sad! ;/ sebab musabab? hmmm..someone hurts me. he/she must be sooooo happy. actually not big deal, yes..not biggie. just 'small incident' happened but maybe i PMS now bhahahaha tuh la kot kenapa jadi sensitive gila now. IDK, IDC. should i just walk away like he/she did? i guess im trying to move on. really? fuhhhhhhh...tak sure pulak. maybe tu the best buat masa ni. ye ke? ohhh no man. killing your doubt is the best way rosma! no more tears okay. be strong little girl ;)

Is He Mr. Right?

2010-03-29T07:58:00.003+08:00

AUWW. i loooooooike this post so much *gedik*. actually online pagi pagi buta ni

nak update about course then i saw this. oh my my my my my my god ;)

He listens to you

The best way to know if Mr. Next is interested in (and worthyof) being a candidate for Mr. Right? He listens to you. You'll know he's listening when he shows genuine concern, consistently remembers things you've told him (your birthday, favorite food, best friend's name, etc.), and offers emotional support in honest and thoughtful ways.

He connects with you easily

We've all been in those relationships that take W-O-R-K (and suck the life force out of us in the process). When a relationship works on its own, it feels effortless, easy, and fluid. You don't have to force anything, forgive anyone, or turn a blind eye to red flags or gut-twisters. Instead, you communicate and collaborate with comfort, compatibility, and undeniable chemistry. If and when you experience this kind of interaction, you are on to something really special.

He wants the real you

So often, women feel the need to sacrifice some part of themselves to make a relationship work. In the right relationship, there's no need. You don't have to hide, tone down, or apologize for any aspect of you or your fabulous life. With the right partner, you're not only able to be yourself, but you're better able to be the best version of your most authentic self -- no compromises needed.

He's trustworthy

A relationship without trust is doomed from the start. But a relationship with abundant trust? A fabulous foundation for real and lasting love! Built over time, trust is based on the simple belief system that your partner has your best interests at heart and will never intentionally hurt you (and vice versa). If and when you discover that Mr. Next is 100 percent trustworthy, you'll have no trouble giving your heart to him. In return, he'll most likely give you his heart and pave the way for a lasting, loving relationship to unfold.

He enriches your life

In the wrong relationship, your partner tears you to emotional shreds, brings you down, and in general drains your energy. In the right relationship, he enriches your life, inspires you to be your best self, and brings a sense of peace and possibility to you. You'll know Mr. Next is enriching your life if and when he encourages and supports you professionally, personally, and spiritually. And when he does, he may just be Mr. Right!

Does your Mr. Next possess all five qualities? If so, congratulations! You have done your homework, chosen wisely, and are now well positioned for relationship success.

If not, pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and get back into the dating pool with a clearer understanding of who you want to date. Remember, finding your life partner isn't always easy, but by being clear, honoring yourself, and acting accordingly, you'll cut down on wasted time with Mr. Wrong and Mr. Next, and ultimately make room for Mr. Right.

Dilemma Part 1

2010-03-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

should i start it?

malas gila rasenya

adoohaii......................

otak pon dah berkarat now ;p

lama tak bukak buku untuk study

ADDMATH & ~~physic~~

bila seru sampai nak re-study benda aku alergik ni?!

erk. fizik NO NEED. aku benci sangat. addmath jelah yang kena ingat balik

Be happy please ;)

2010-03-28T16:31:00.000+08:00

5 habits of happy people :)

untuk renungan bersama supaya tidak menjadi manusia yang tamak haloba

Reach out

Engaging with others reminds you that no matter how crappy your day or foul your mood, you're not alone. A superficial interaction like chatting with the mail carrier can make you feel like you belong to a community, but intimate relationships are what keeps us going even when times get tough. Send a text to a college friend telling her you're thinking about her, or call your spouse just to say "I love you."

Be thankful

This is worth repeating again and again. Each of us, if you can believe it, has so much to be thankful for. There are the big things, like a loving family and your health, but then there are a million little things, too. When you adjust your perspective to be grateful for all that you have rather than bemoan all you don't, you start living life in the positives, and the results are immediate. Learn how to create a gratitude practice.

Live your passions

Even if you spend 8 hours a day at a job that doesn't exactly have you leaping out of bed in the morning, you can still find ways to do the things that make you feel most alive. In fact, you owe it to yourself for your own happiness and well-being. Whether it's making doll house furniture or roller skating, taking part in activities you love gives your life a sense of meaning and pleasure. Be creative about how you're going to work your passions into your day.

Make do

Instead of turning to shopping malls to buy the thing we hope will suddenly make our life happier and complete, make the most of what you already have. Try "shopping your own closet" and wearing that other 80% of your wardrobe you seldom get to. Or give what you already own some TLC to breathe some new life into it. Maybe your kitchen just needs a good scrub down, not a new refrigerator to feel shiny and new again. Every time you have that impulse to spend, make an effort to make do with what you already have.

Enjoy the simple pleasures

The best things in life, just like the bumper sticker says, often aren't things and they're usually free. Think babies laughing instead of Porsches. Get lost in the way the sun comes through your windows, the vibrant yellow of spring's first daffodils, or a perfect piece of golden toast. Make it a point to bring pleasure into your life and to really savor the delights that are abundant around you already.

27th march; crazy day

2010-03-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

okay. today dipenuhi aktiviti yang sungguh gila and sewel ;p

7.30 syakirah basri sudah menunggu di depan istana

but aku lambat about 10 min

alamak....sorry :/

then, zuuuuuummmmmmm * kami bergerak ke destinasi *

smk zainab 1

ambik ann, alia and che

che memberanikan diri membawa ketenya

tabik spriiiiiiing che ;p

kenapa? syuhhhhh* senyap suda

secret!

went to pengkalan chepa

to say farewell to lavania ap gunasegaran

lava join PLKN to sungai siput, perak

kami bergalok, ketawa sakan

but orang lain semua muka sedih

pok cik mok cik monyok je

adess, sungguh bersalah rase kan

orang lain sedih kami happy ;p

yelah, kan tak dapat plkn

senyum sampai telinga lah

cuba kena pergi and naik bus tu

confirm akan merah hidung, pipi

SOBS SOBXSSS ;'(

eh, buat jahat sekali

ini lah masanya kan kan kan?

bila bus gerak, kitorang pon lambai

sambil buat muka senyum

hehehehe orang dalam bus pon same

gedik gedik gedik!

biarlah. same umur pon kan

kita patut hantar kawan dengan senyuman

if kita sedih, dia lagi laa

ingat taw!

parking kat che's house

then berlenggang sampai KBMALL

fuhh, kita isi perut dulu

ambo duga doh

bau tempat sampah pon nak muntah

loya tekak kalau perut kosong

then kat KBMALL ini terjadi insiden yang memalukan

ape lah pak cik tu

TOLONG sikit

sesedap mulut dia je ingat kitorang kampung

siap bagi intruction cara nak bayar

ingat ni first time ke kitorang datang kbmall

ya allah...

pesal aku LAMBAT NAKAP masa tuh

kalau tak, free free je aku wi ceramah

cara nak cam orang kampung datang kb

dengan orang kb sungguh

kirah blur masa tuh hahahaha

che pulak tak perasan. adesssss

memang malang sungguh

bencinya! benci amat okay

BUT NOT HIS FAULT

time tu ramai lah yang pelik pelik pakai

boleh nampak sangat

sampai kitorang pon dicop sama

mak oiiiii!

masa jalan pon kena jugak

terkejut gila mamat tu tiba tiba bukak pintu kete

adik adik, jomheboh tutup dah

what? sewel ke ape. haha

*actually aku kaget, takut kena kidnapped*

sorry tak lucu pon

dah la panas ceng ceng

so jangan buat lawak bodoh ye

27th March 2010

JOMHEBOH di Kelantan

Stadium Sultan Muhammad IV

with beloved friends. LOVE ;)

iqram dinzly. fauziah gous. fizo omar. kamal adli. ery putra. annahita bakavoli. tomok. maria tunku sabri

Crying Heart

2010-03-27T19:49:00.001+08:00

MOOD; jiwang jiwang yang teramat. wekk

Is your heart crying out in sadness? YES, sometimes love hurts. At moments like this, I wish I have the words to let him know exactly what's eating me anddd......I wish that someone would say something inspirational and comforting to nurse my grieving heart :'(. Nevermind, at least i found some quotes that can rebuild my confidence in love.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.

You can shed tears that he is gone,

or you can smile because he has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back,

or you can open your eyes and see all he's left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see him,

or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,

or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember him only that he is gone,

or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind,

be empty and turn your back.

Or you can do what he'd want:

smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

calm down babeh!

2010-03-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

SOMETIMES IN LIFE WE HAVE TO

BUT NOT THIS ONE !!!

bersyukur padaMU

2010-03-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

.........ALHAMDULILLAH...........

akhirnya 3 keping sijil forum aku dah ditemui

lega sangat sangat!

berbaloi kemas bilik and rumah once again

tak harap pon jumpe

but masa kemas still doa jumpe lah kan

if not, memang useless usaha membusykan diri join

dah lah masa nak spm dah

kelas banyak tinggal

subjek critical tak sempat kejar

tengok lah apa jadi dengan my result

TERUKKK!!!

its okay...

tak guna nyesal

tak baik mengeluh

luckily, i found my beloved cert

takut gilaa bila pikir hilang sijil

nanti nak mintak kerja or what mesti nak yang ori kan

ape aku nak cakap?

hilang? tercicir?

OHH NO MAN

confirm aku akan direject punya

and dicop individu yang cuai!

nasib baik semua dah back to normal

thanks GOD

malu ke lucu?!

2010-03-24T08:03:00.001+08:00

Okay, as i mentioned aku ade nilai 23 march

bukit yang disangka kandas jadi pulak

parking okay je sebab aku dah biasa ngan viva

so bila guna kancil makin senang lah kan

3 penjuru pon still okay

on the road aku macam gopoh sikit

EXCITEEEEED kot ;p

til cg cakap awak ni pompuan

buat lah gaya pompuan drive

hahahaha mentang mentang aku pakai jeans

and beg galas semalam, cop aku tomboy ;)

tape, next time aku akan buat slow sikit

biar perlahan, asal ayu! hahahaha

ohh yea......semua beres part yang nilai tu

tp kannnnnnnn....akibat terlalu nervous

aku macam nerd gilaa! hak3

masa nak buat first 5 steps tu kan

aku tekan laa benda yang nak ejaskan seat

and know what!!! aku tekan booooooooooonet rupanya

ya allah.....aku terbiasa dengan viva

if viva, memang situlah tempat ejas seat

so dengan muke tebalnye, aku keluar and p tutup bonet

* waaaaaaaaaaa, malu sangat *

then aku still tak nampak benda ejas tu

aku pon selamba rocknye keluar

and pergi tanya p.cik kat kaunter tuh

mane tempat ejas seat kuang3

malunye ya allah....

macam orang bodoh je rase hahha

padahal kat umah aku ada kancil sangat

malunye ya allah..luckily semua okay pastu ;/

malu ke tak malu?

2010-03-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

pliss, harap harap esok tade insiden memalukan

nak pass semuanye. risau lahhhh

paling risau bukit ahh

banyak yang tak jadi masa buat

viva turun balik kah3

buat malu dek orang jekk!

hope kancilku esok semua okay

janganlah ada yang susah clutch ke

LUCK; comes to me babeh!

CHOLESTEROL DAY

2010-03-22T01:22:00.003+08:00

21 March 2010

memang lah hari menambah lemak

lemak tepu di badan pon tak hilang lagi !

today breakfast tak sempat

pagi buta lagi dah terpacak kat zs

ambik sijil tamat sekolah & sijil pmr pon ade

well, orang lain ayu mayu berkurung

aku???? hmm its okayyy

jeans pon jadi lah ye

asalkan sopan suda kan

no need hipokrit sangat ;)

then, rush to karisma. meeting meeting

but nasib baik pergi dengan zainabians jugak

tumpang kereta siti farah. time kasih mak cik :)

then about 1 plus, pergi parkson jap

with aishah si lawa hehee

singgah bakery dalam giant

beli donat yang ade chocs on top

okay. done with giant

bila nak kua pulak, singgah bakery pulak

muhibah rasanya if tak silap

yeaaaaaaahhhaaa...

kat sini nafsu tak boleh tahan dah

ssooooodap je nampak cakes, muffin, etc

then aku pob beli lah;

strawberry cheesecake

muffin 2

lutut pizza

.......

..........

...........

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

so totally, ada 4 benda yang memang berkolestrol aku makan

tonnes of fats yang masuk perut today

agak agak naiklah berat 1 kilo ;p
hahaha bajet je
td pon drive kete sejam berpeluh
tak paham la asal sweating je kat yakin pandu tu
panas sumguhhhhh la

but teacher nani asked me, how's your weight..

i was.......err, 40 teacher

&&& then, okay..i was double you and minus 2

HAHAHAHAHA

isk teacher ni, dey lagi buat lawak

its okay lah. teacher lawa lahh

Ohh NO

2010-03-20T15:21:00.000+08:00

tidak tidak tidak mungkin berlaku

saya tak percaya

mana boleh macam tu okay

TIDAKKKKK

selasa ni baru aku nak nilai

and u know what

cik li cakap tengah bulan may baru nak test

cik li suruh aku sambung belajar dulu

and bila cuti semester baru test

ape kes hah?

OMG. HELL NO OKAY

IDC, ikot lah macam mana pon

before start belajar aku nak test jugak

so sesape yang ade cable kat jpj

TOLONGGLAHH

nak ejas biar test in april or awal may

before pergi matriks or u

tak nak lah tunggu lama gilaa baru test

kang lupa pulak

mana tahu masa tuh ade aktiviti lain

tak kan lah nak 'baaaaru' je lesen every 3 months

but takde buat pape

simpan dalam purse jek

baik tak payah ade kan? betol tak?

ohh abe jpj ko kak jpj; TOLONG laa. nak test jugok!

~~mood; rasa tak puas hati sungguh loni~~

whats wrong?

2010-03-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

best bila happy, bahagia kan? but if sebaliknya? hmmm..tadi tengok alif firdaus, best episode so far. thumbs up untuk episode tadi. aku suka sangat sebab banyak mesej yang aku dapat. well, cara nak dealing with someone. hahaha kecek belit po keling nahh..malas lah nak susun ayat cantik cantik. tak perlu langsung. pehal aku rasa sedih ehh? kekadang aku fikir, why benda yang aku sayang boleh buat aku sedih? so, thats mean aku tak boleh sayang benda tu. senang cite, toksah sayang semua lebih dari aku sayang diri aku kan. okay? ye ke? allah & nabi muhammad saw and parents should be our priority actually. hehehehe ape yang aku bebelkan hah? IDK. wuhaaaaaaaa unstable emotion kot now. sebab bosan sangat duduk umah sengsorang. bestnya dapat g holiday ;/

ohh lupa. aku now sesi menghabiskan lesen kereta cepat cepat. kang tak sempat test before start belajar. pelik kan aku buat lesen lama lama. hahahaha tu lahh pasal! adess. malas gilaa nak ngadap muke cik li tuh. dah la membebel kalah orang pompuan. da la ajar aku kejap je. ade ke patut sekali aku g yakin pandu dia ajar 30 minit je. hampehh !! kena minta orang lain ajar jela senang. kawan semua dapat lesen dah. hukhukhuk jealous lahh jugak kan. tapelah, sabar sabar sabar rosma. esok kena g lagi. bosan nye. dah la sengsorang kat sana. confirm aku tertidur sebab lama sangat tunggu hehe *sukeeee la tidur kat yakin* malu gilaa. nak sorok muke mana ntah la. papepon, aku kena habiskan lesen ni cepat cepat and tolong laaaaa jangan hujan! now dekat KB sokmo huje. tak best lah. sejuk aje. nak mandi pon berkira pagi pagi. eh eh eh. aku mandi pagi okay. tolonng sikit hahaha hmmmm...hopefuly aku akan happy selalu. ameen ;)

Great Programme

2010-03-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

ADIK ADIKKU ( AKHIR ). TV1

adik adik memang hebat lah. pandai bertarannum, berpidato. well, baik lah program macam gini daripada AF, MENTOR, GANG STARZ kan. hopefuly nanti besar adik janganlah sia sia kan bakat yang ade tu yerps. btw, congrats to adik yang dari kelantan. sebabnya adik tu kategori special, IDK penyakit dia but kind of SD lah. plus dia rabun. kecian kan. but still, semangat die waja and jitu, masuk jugak this competition..bagus adik. jangan putus asa. finally, he got 2nd prize. okay sangat sangat tu adik. kakak, as kelantanese proud with you adik. my parents pon ikot tengok. and mak sampai nanges bila tengok part yang sedih ahahahahha jarang gilaa nak tengok mak layan program tv. btw, the winner tu dapat kat budak seremban, Wajih. ohhhh! lagi lagi seremban. sekolah terbaik spm pon seremban. sains seremban aka SASER, NAMAMU TERATAS! bak kate someone tu. phewwwit * hahahhahaha okay lah, korang hebat. congratttttts yerps ;)

ikan ohh ikan

2010-03-18T23:26:00.001+08:00

nyummmmmmmmmmm !!!!!

tengah syok makan nasi lahh ini

biasa makan 1 senduk je

but kali ni extra 2 senduk lagi

huhaaaaaaaa! sodapnye mak masak

alang alang gemok, biarkan ahh

nanti start belajar, confirm aku tak cukup makan

masa tuh kurus kot

*bajet kurus* BHAHAHAHHA

btw, gonna miss your cooking mom!

* enak meratah ikan asam pedas yang mak buat*

okay, emak saya yang buat ye

kang cakap bajet pandai masak pulak

tak reti lah asam pedas ;)

tiba tiba......

maaaaaaa! maaaaaaaa! maaaaaa!

*sambil pegang leher & batuk batuk*

tolong. aku tercekik tulang ikan! adess. memang critical lah masa tuh. bout 5 minutes tulang tu stuck & tak nak keluar dari tekak aku. secepat kilat lah aku tuang air, terus minum kan. but still tak jadi. then aku rush kat sinki, jolok jari dalam tekak * uhuk uhuk uhhhhukkkk* but still tak keluar. my mom pon tepuk tepuk kat belakang sambil selawat ke baca surah ape ntah. aku??? waaaaaaaaaa. nangis tak berlagu lahh. tik tak tik tak airmata bercucuran di pipi. wuhaa, gramatis gila ayat. okay okay. aku memang nangis paroks lah. tulang tu pon satu, pe sal ko tak nak keluar weyy. kecian aku terbatuk batuk. termuntah muntah gitu. ade gaya pregnant dah jadinya. adooooooohaiii. after 5 minutes tu, barulah okay. alhamdulilah! *sambil kesat airmata* ;/

ps; makan tu berpada pada lah ye even sesodap mana pon makanan tu & baca doa! aku tak baca doa rupanya. patut rakus, tamak haloba jek. aduhaiiiiii

Ekspo Jom Masuk UITM

2010-03-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

17th March 2010
happy happy happy!
hooray;)

~~ps; bukan sebab uitm sangat lah kott. hee~~

Seminar Perunding Unit Amanah

2010-03-17T21:15:00.003+08:00

tarikh; 16 march 2010
tempat; PCB resort, kelantan
penganjur; PKINK
badan; Public Mutual Berhad
.....................................................................
History ;

start pada 1959 oleh Malaya Unit Trust Ltd

ada 39 SPUA & 559 dana

pertumbuhan sebanyak 248% dalam Nilai Aset Bersih (NAB)

peratus berkembang berbanding dengan Bursa Malaysia sebanyak 20.58%

Gempak tak tajuk kat atas tu? confirm gempak, hebat kan kan kan. faham ke fakta di atas? but apelah maknanya bagi teen yang umur 17 tahun plus plus ni. baru je setahun jagung! pak cik mak cik pon belum tentu faham maksud unit amanah kan, ini lagikan budak belasan tahun. hmmmmmmmph! meh nak story mory kejap ye. okay, actually yang ajak aku join this course ahmad shahir osman, bestie merangkap ttm ku yang tersayang heeee well, orang yang anjur ini adalah badan kerajaan PKINK. but dont ask me whats PKINK. i dont know, tak sempat tanya & malas. hehehe actually course ini dibuat bagi bussinessman & bussinesswoman sekalian, but atas dasar menimba ilmu di luar bidang & mencari pengalaman menghadiri seminar berkaitan perniagaan, okay aku ikot aje. punya lah pakai baju kurung pergi. yelah, ingatkan macam formal gitu, pelik doe aku tetiba pakai jeans tshirt kan..but........tup tap tup tap....bila sampai........eh kejap, aku dengan shahir pergi dengan sorang uncle yang baik hati ini. uncle tu lah datang ambik kitorang berdua. tempat seminar tuh punya lah di hujung kawasan, huhuhu PCB Resort yerps. kembali kepada tadi, okay..pakai kurung lahh kan, sampai sampai kat sana aku sorang je budak yang pakai kurung! hempeeehhh mak datok..yang lain semua jeans gitu, i mean ade 8 budak semua yang pergi & aku sorang je budak perempuan yang pakai kurung la weyy...yang lain semua mak cik. kawan aku pulak cakap, ayunya rosma. kurung nah hahahahhahha* berguling aku suka dalam hati, mengayim tuh heehehe lol. aku mana tahu. ingatkan formal lahh sangat kan hahaha

okay, after register, aku masuk dewan macam biasa ahh & tiba tiba my fren ajak duduk paling depan! fuuulamak, biar betol budak ni, if seminar biology ke chemistry ke boleh lah, ini pasal pelaburan...ntah dio bobey gapoo laa nati. *bersedia tadoh telinga dehh* aku pon, okay jelan. ingatkan BEST kan..by the wat, semua sesi ade 4 & one hour per session. yups! 4 hours ceramah about pelaburan you know!!! its about public bank punye anak syarikat iaitu public mutual berhad. okay, dlam 1 jam awal aku boleh tahan lagi...catat pape yang patot *even aku pon sendiri blur haha* & telinga masih mendengar! but then masuk jam ke 2.....hmmmmm...okay okay *nodding my head* & my eyes pon slowly tertutup sambil kepala tersengguk sengguk! hehehehehe tadaaa!! best ape ceramah tuh. membuat diriku terulit sama hahaha kecian kat puan yang bla bla bla bla bla tuh. maaf puan, sila abaikan saya even saya confirm puan mesti notice saya tersengguk haha then.....kringgggggggg! masa minum pagi. yes yes yes! hahaha *mata kembali segar bugar* so keluar lunch. nyummmmmmmmmm sodapnye makanan. hahhahaha serius aku terliur, perot ni dah la tak breakfast tadi..sian sama kamuuu..tape, sy kasi isi bia penuh yeps! hahaha tadela, ambik 1 senduk sudaa..ambik banyak kang tak habis, membazir lahh..ingat, tamak sifat syaitan taw! after makn solat, sambung sesi petang pulak. mak atokkkkkkk! 2 jam pulak dah sesi membebel pasal pelaburan. as usual, aku catat lagi mula mula...sehelai kertas apa yang tuan tu cakap, semua aku catat. bagos kan! a good listener ngehs* hahaha but macam tadi, masuk jam ke 2...puuuuuuuuu puuuuuuu puuuuuuuuuuuuuu *aku tersengguk sengguk & makin obvious nampak till shahe mesej pesan jangan tido!! heeee sorry ibu ibu bapak bapak. aku memang kena top up tidur lah gamaknye...& masuk 30 min last tu, tuan tuh buat 1 aktiviti yang buat mata aku segar ;) jeng jeng jenggggggggggggggggg...hahahahaha kami kena buat 3 list impian but kena specific & cakap kat partner impian tu semua.

okay, 1. aku harap dapat masuk uia & ambik asasi sains hayat & soon, jadi doctor esp doktor pakar jantung or mata. bila aku kaya, aku nak bukak klinik haiwan...aku nak bayar rawatan kucing yang terbiar 2. aku nak hantar parents aku pegi haji...kalau boleh, before mereka tinggalkan aku di dunia ini. harapnye, dapatlah aku tunaikan rukun iman mereka dengan duit titik peluh aku sendiri 3. aku nak kahwin! hahahaha aku nak ada hubby yang cukup semua benda sikit sikit, tadelah perfect sebab mana ada manusia macam gitu kan, just first tu beriman lah, biar dia dapat bimbing aku dunia akhirat & anak anak yang soleh solehah. ops..dalam 5 je paling ramai hahahaha * bobey koksey doh laa* cukup sudaa impian aku 3 tu, so sesi beritahu partner! hahaha excited tiba tiba..malu actually but pompuan jugak, buat dek jelahh hahaha okayy..then, sesi bagi sijil & makan makan....balik lah! eh eh, stop...actually kawan ajak berkayak...tapi........hmmmmmm, aku pakai kurung mak!!! uwaaaaaaaa tok ley naik lahh. sedih wehh..korang paham tak nape tak ley?? sebabnye kan...life jacket tu ada tali kena ikat dari bawah *teeet* then klik kat dada, so if pakai kurung terselak pulak. heeeeeee *toksah, malu wehh* aku pon balik lah dengan shaher. dalam hati nak main padahal, tak puas lagi main time kex's camp :/

jomm. aku share tips yang aku belajar ye kawan kwan. sesiapa berminat, tolong baca ;) :) =)

Kebaikan Unit Amanah

1. pengekalan nilai

2. kumpul kekayaan

3. pendedahan pelaburan

4. pengurusan profesional

5. mampu dimiliki

6. kepelbagaian

7. kos pelaburan rendah

Faktor yang perlu dipertimbang dalam pelaburan

1. matlamat

2. jangkaan kadar pulangan

3. risiko

Sebab Alokasi Aset

1. beri ketenangan minda

2. dapat hasil hampir tepat

3. kepelbagaian akan kurangkan risiko

4. tidak pernah dapat jangka keadaan yang akan berlaku

where did you go dear?

2010-03-17T06:03:00.000+08:00

i rindu u

i sayang u

sayang sangt okeyy!

waaaaaaaaaa

di mana kau wahai sijil forum pengguna aku ni?

please, jangan la menyorok time cam gini

The reason

2010-03-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

kau ilham ku

Beribu bintang dilangit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang atau rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan

Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku...

aku gila nyanyi lagu ini now

ada sentimental value lah

everyday, 3 / 4 kali !

miss u sis marina

sebak je nyanyi lagu ini

alhamdulilah.thnks Allah

2010-03-11T22:15:00.001+08:00

Syukur ke hadrat ilahi

sesungguhnya Dia ada plan untuk kita semua

mungkin kita tak nampak & tercari cari 'plan' itu

percayalah, semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya & bersebab

today hari di mana aku, calon spm 2009 terima result

well u know, memang nervous tu tahap cipan la

semua jenis rasa bercampur habis

stomach ache, rasa nak demam, kaki mengigil

tangan sejuk macam ais, muka pucat macam mayat

tiba tiba air mata rasa murah sangat

senang je mangalir. auwwww!

before tahu result, cg huzaimi sempat lagi ngenak

cakap aku dapat B for BM

mak oiii! sampai hati cg..menangis terus aku

hello, BM if tak dapat A memang mati ahhhhhhh

cg ni..orang serius die gurau. aduhaii

then dalam 12 lebih baru cg umum result

dup dap dup dap dup dapdup dap

aku tarik nafas dalam dalam

ready to face the truth man

pahit ke manis aku tak tahu kan

& thennnnnnnn................

ROSMAHASLIN AZURAINEI MUSTAPA

fuhh, rasa macam nak berguling naik stage

yups, aku first person yang naik stage ambik result

gembira, bersyukur, lega semua ada

but a bit sebokkk..yes!!

amat sebok actually i didnt get straight a's

ohh mak..maaf sangat

tak kisah pon perasaan aku

yang penting result aku tuh happykan my parents

im the only one in my family

anak tunggal

so faham lah kenapa kan aku sebok sangat?!

after that, call mak...

mak, yah dapat 7A je. maaf tak dapat penuh

mak pon cakap...

ehh okay ape 7 tuh. syukur tahu

tak baik cakap macam tu

then 2 beranak ni terus menangis

but aku tahu mak menangis happy kan??

ya allah..terima kasih untuk kebahagiaan ini

at least Kau beri aku peluang untuk bahagiakan ibu bapa ku

semoga pada masa hadapan aku boleh banggakan mak ayah aku lagi

by the way, untuk kawan yang dapat result biasa macam aku..

i mean my result yang tak gempak langsung ini

be strong guys! this is not the end okay

gagal today bukan gagal selamanya, kita pasti akan bangkit!

ingatlah, kita sebagai manusia memang akan diuji ilahi

even Nabi Muhammad, kekasih ilahi pun diuji

malah lebih hebat dari kita kan

tapi nabi tetap sabar & berserah kepada ilahi

nabi jarang mengeluh atau merungut

same goes to me......

aku sedih sangat but i have to understand

allah have a plan for me

plan for you guys too okay

do remember that!

so janganlah kita ketepikan ilahi dalam hidup ini

sebab kita amat memerlukan Dia untuk men-guide kita

melalui hidup yang berliku

ups and downs in future that we dont know

*waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*

aku benci menangis, but selalu aku menangis. benci!!!

dear hati; be strong & keep the faith. ameen

Big Day

2010-03-11T08:24:00.001+08:00

Is it true?

Lmbatnya masa merangkak..

nak tunggu pagi je perut ni rasa sebu dah

gajah, semut, rama rama & all kind of animals ada!

& before my mom pergi kerja tadi..

sempat salam and tanya

mak, if dapat rendah gano

* tik tak tik tak air mata jatuh*

whuuuuuuu sedih gila lah

pagi pagi buta nangis

mandi pon belum

gosok gigi apatah lagi ;X

then my mom cakap...

tapelah...

dapat result nanti terus inform

im sorry mak. soorrryy

yah akan kecewakan mak

ya allah, tak nak benda tu jadi

TOLONG!!!

1 hour an 30 min masa nak g school

after balik ni, semua akan berubah

hopefuly yang lebih baik. ameen

11 march 2010

2010-03-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

DATE yang amaaaaat SPECIAL !!
that conclude everything...
as secondary school's student ;)
*gedebak gedebuk hati ini*
ya allah, do give me a miracle. ameen

by the way...rosmahaslin ingin pesan;

GOODLUCK guys!

but dont ask me bout mine

THNK YOU :D

for short, 10.03.10 >>>> last day of kex. so sesi nanges mesti lah ada. love u all esp ace's members & paling penting sis marina and fam. sweet semua ;)

PS; gedebak gedebuk yang teramat buat saya malas nak tulis panjang okay. sila paham

2 days to go

2010-03-09T22:38:00.001+08:00

السلام عليكم

meh nak story cerita today

kitorang belajar etiqutte & grooming

then ada lah gentleman quality & lady gentle

belajar cara makan kat hotel lah

hahahahha

btw, esok last day dah for kex

& sure thing, sesi menangis! huhuhu

i need tissues. come on!

mestilah sedih kan..

siapa hati batu tak nangis? bluerk*

gonna mis sis marina & fam

then of course, the FAMILY in kex

ukhwah yang terjalin dalam 2 bulan ini sweet sangat

ace's members, thnks for accepting me as new student

alamak!!! lusa pon sesi nangis jugak! LOL

kenape? hello! lusa result kan dah tahu

jeng jeng jeng.....!!! ;/

IDK

2010-03-08T23:46:00.003+08:00

kenapa lah aku nervous sangat?

nervous sampai tension

tension sampai buat aku letih sangat!

rileks la babe

CHILL?! no way

tak ada dalam kamus rosma now

* sambil dengar lagu kuat kuat *

Believe it or NOT

2010-03-08T22:58:00.004+08:00

PART 1

Lately memang mood nak update blog sangat sangat lah sedikit..

my life okay je KOT

nothing special

but 7hb was memorable day ;)

syhhh! my secret..

tak nak share dengan sape sape. teet >.<

well, kex dah nak habis pon

dah tade rutin menunggu bus

& tercari cari cab

dah jarang la after this nak lalu kat jaafar rawas

makan kat thai restaurant

ambik gambar kat medo

jalan jalan habiskan mase kat parkson

menikmati nasi ulam! chewwah

exercise jalan kaki sampai pelangi mall!

buat buat cam tourist gitu hehehhe

& paling tak akan lupe....

sengih kat pak cik bus & cab mase bayar tambang! haha

PART TWO

hmmm..semakin mase berlalu

semakin aku tahu aku ni sukalah sangat menegur orang

ehhh, for sure orang aku kenal ah

say no to strangers okay!

kang ko kena kidnap..

wah. siapa nak jawab?!

2 days ado, aku jumpe parents sarah kat usm

pagi tadi pulak nampak umi danial...

hmmm, takut nak tegur, sebab tak pernah jumpe

kang silap orang.tp rase cam betol dah his mom

selepas diconfirmkan, yups! aku betol!

yeippe..pandai aku teka hehehe

at least aku tak sombong lah

jalan tak tengok orang kan

& tadi jugak kan...

aku tegur sorang pak cik ni

ehh, tak keje pak cik?

pak cik tu pon jawab..

keje lahh..& tunjuk prebet sapu dia

u all tahu kan prebet sapuu?! haha

ya allah..aku boleh tertuka pak cik cab dengan driver bus

for sure that pak cik ade kat usm, cab die cab usm

APEDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

kuang kuang kuang! ini lah jadinye.......

kalau korang kerap sangat guna perkhidmatan awam

korang gatal mulut nak tegur orang yang korang always jumpe

lain kali make sure siapa yang korang nak tegur tu lah ye ;)

PART THREE

result dah nak keluar okay

hati berdebar debar tahap cipan ah

rase oxygenated blood tak cukup je dalam body

adrenaline pon dah jadi tak betol

dup dap dup dap dup dap

mase busy okay la boleh gak rileks

tak ada lah nak pikir sangat

but bila malam muncul......

jeng jeng jeng.......!!!

start lah fikir benda yang mengarut ngarut

nervous sampai kebas kaki!

percaya tak? tak kan? kan? kan?

well, ikot lah..yang penting aku rasa

if korang tak rasa, i dont care

so now cara nk tenangkan diri amat penting

zikir lah banyak banyak ye

aku pon tak tahu sama ada HAPPY / SAD ending nanti

just hopefuly, 11hb march can be one of my best day in life

usaha 5 tahun kat school akan ditentukan by this thursday

hmmm..orang cakap spm penentu segalanya

but sis marina told me..

its not everything

yeah, if u didnt get well in spm its kinda embrassing

but think positive!!! you all boleh bangun ape after tersungkur

even OKU's person did well in their life

sorry, bukan nak menghina...

but try tengok spirit dorang nak berjaya

they are soooooo great man!

fight back for your life, your future

if you jatuh sekali, jangan selamanya jatuh

& janganlah terlalu merungut kepada allah maha esa

Dia ada perancangan untuk kita semua

Allah tak akan menguji hambanya dengan sesuatu yang orang tu tak boleh hadapi

sebab tu banyakkan bersabar..

ingat kuasa allah maha hebat!

insyaAllah...

allah akan tolong hambanye yang sabar

mungkin today kita gagal..

mana tahu esok lusa kita berjaya

hmmm..meh nak share 1 benda

to give you & me too a HOPE

hope to continue our life after we fail

hope that we will get some spirit through the story

...............................................................................................

MAS vs AIR ASIA

siapa punye service better?

of course MAS

yang mana tiket affordable?

AIR ASIA kan

hmm..so we can see baik buruknye kan

MAS diketuai oleh orang yang high class

smart person. very very smart

but AA diketuai oleh someone yang his academic not so good

i mean, compared to MAS's persons

AA's leader only got 9G in physic!

& he was just a musician..

he didnt even has any experience in this field

but he's using his mind...

& be creative!

he did the promotions..

yups..lots of promotion to get the customers

finally, MAS also did the promotion

& had to lower their fares

because they also want to compete with AA

see? the high class's person also have to follow others

thats mean, if you cemerlang on papers ONLY you cannot compete in this world

you have to learn nak 'TAKCLE' people okay

morale of the story, it is obvious that if u didnt get flying colours in spm

you akan gagal for the rest in your life

yes you will get better place & course in university

but can the 'papers' you get make sure that you also get good job?

not really...nowadays kan ada interview...

your boss tak akan tengok certificate je

they want a worker that can communicate with people..
NOT A ROBOT!

ahemm...hebat gila cara aku cakap kan? *wink*

i dont know..now aku tak rasa confident langsung

habuk pon tak rasa......

so aku just prepare for the worst

but i hope for the best ya allah

do give me a miracle...

AMEEN

Face the truth

2010-03-05T23:28:00.001+08:00

KUALA LUMPUR: Keputusan peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) dan Sijil Tinggi Agama Malaysia (STAM) 2009 akan diumumkan 11 Mac ini (Khamis). Ketua Pengarah Pelajaran, Tan Sri Alimuddin Mohd Dom dalam kenyataan hari ini berkata, calon peperiksaan boleh mendapatkan keputusan di sekolah masing-masing mulai jam 10 pagi. Katanya, calon persendirian pula akan mendapat keputusan mereka melalui pos, yang akan dihantar oleh Jabatan Pelajaran Negeri. Jumlah keseluruhan calon yang menduduki peperiksaan SPM 2009 ialah 465,853 manakala STAM 6,920 calon.

mood; termenung..

yeah! hari yang amat ditakuti

mesti ramai yang tanya after that

dapat bape

ape yang tak ley

straight ke

whatsoever!!

mak, tolonggggggg....!

GOODBYE WORLD

2010-02-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

over nye ayat! hahahaha

guys, as i said..im off to

KEX ADVENTURE CAMP

at REDZUAN CHALET,

PANTAI MELAWI, KELANTAN

just 3 days...

but confirm 3 tiring days okay!

im excited for it

macam best je cara seniors cakap about the camp

what is WAR GAME hah??

nak tahu nak tahu!!!

btw, hello beach! ;p

selamat pergi selamat balik. ameen

BOYFRIEND & GIRLFRIENDs; take care. i miss u all!

* still termenung..suke la termenung sekarang*

Bored!

2010-02-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

Aku mula merajinkan diri ke yakin pandu

well, lame dah lesen aku delay lar

orang lain semua dah test

tapi aku???

terkontang kanting ;p

haha power vocab aku

terkapai kapai bilalah aku akan dapat P

nak jugak rasa drive secara halal!

aku ni bukit & parking 3 penjuru pon cikgu belom ajar

haduii....lambat gila lahh awok ni rosmahaslin * grr

so tadi mase kat yakin...

terjumpa lah geng!

zainabians lol

tak sangka pulak ramai

so bukak la club bercerita! haha

tadi jumpa fizah, eby, awanis & ain

sebab kebosanan kan...kan...kan...

kitorang pon snap pic! tolong lahh!

JGN MENGATE OKAY! ;p

*ahemmm*

80 % yes!

2010-02-27T23:40:00.004+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Dear Rosmahaslin Azurainei, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Yourself:People like you because you are so straightforward.

Girlfriend/boyfriend:You are a true romantic.

Relationship:You are ready to commit.

Love:You are very serious about relationships.

Education:Education is very important in life.

Job:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance.

Success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go.

Afraid:You are afraid of things that you cannot control.

Sunshine

2010-02-27T23:25:00.001+08:00

25 February 2010

~~panas terik tapi indah~~

auww! ayat jiwang gila

ikot orang lahh! ;p

i wont tell you

its sooo special day for me

i wont forget that sweet sour day!

sesape yang tahu, diam sudaa!

Money Management

2010-02-25T18:47:00.001+08:00

Hmm..what i could say??

My last assignment in KEX

cepat je masa berlalu...

dalam MM ni, kami kena run bussiness

we have 30 000 as modal ( act duit olok olok)

so my group buat bussiness ikan keli / catfish

this is Kelly Corps's group member;

Ahmad Miizan > Manager

Umi Nadirah > Assistang Manager

Sumayyah > Marketing Officer

Ilany> Accountant

Nik Ahmad Aiman > Maintenance

Rosmahaslin > R&D Officer

Amir Atif > Technical Maintenance

auwwwww! sounds FUN right?!!

hahahaha but not that fun okay

sangat sangat stress!

especially mase present lah

ya allah...

captain & sis marina punye soalan memang POWER!

dorang attack habis habisan & memang tak expect soalan mereka

luckily, we answered their questions quickly & wisely ;p

& the best part, we survived! HOORAY *pheww

all of branches of ACE FEDERAL HOLDINGS survived

*menari menari kegembiraan & syukur*

btw, ada 6 bussiness semua;

DOBBY

CHILLI

COCONUT MILK

CATFISH

BURGER STATION

CYBER CAFE

THUMBS UP FOR EVERYONE!

& special thanks to KELLY CORPS's member

for your great co operation guys! LOVE U

Congrats champions!

2010-02-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

Ohh dah lama tak update blog

Banyak benda jadi..

FIRST >>>

As we know *chewwah ayat...*

hehehe ACE's player memang power

we got 1st & 2nd prizes

BRAVOO!